But this month has started off very irritable. Number one, I don't particularly appreciate when someone keeps telling you that you should do this, you should do that, when that person does not even take any responsibility or has any power over how I should do things. This is not your 'belonging' and you have not displayed any so called care besides ooo-ing and aaaa-ing, so seriously, am truly pissed when you start criticizing how I take care or nagging me to do certain things in a particular way. Definitely not fucking cool and fucking getting on my nerves.
Anyway, my temper is quite mild, so if I'm trying to keep it under control, means it really is..
oh well.
anyway am busy chasing my happiness with J while trying to contend with my laziness at work. LOL. Can't get motivated. But am happyyyy~~~
In the past, when I ask J, "what if I tell you one day that I'm pregnant?"
J answers, "hmm don't think we're ready (which I really am not), well I have ways and I will definitely go through it (abortion) with you."
Ok. the above sounds really callous but basically I will ask whether he will go hospital with me and he says of course. Because I find babies a nuisance and a big burden on work, life and financially. If one CANNOT bring up a new life properly into this competitive world, then DON'T. Don't ruin someone's life and create traumatic experiences.
anyway, so after we got back together and recently I asked J again,
"what if I tell you one day that I'm preggy?"
J answers, "hmm I'll marry you."
!!!!!!!!
*shocked me*, who then subsequently dissolves into a melting pot of happiness & shyness.
hahahaha. :) Happy.
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