bloody hell. i failed my driving test again. ahaha shitified

just realised that exams are so darn near the corner man...argh!! dammit. so many things whirling arnd my mind..projects.. write-ups.. friends.. baby.. hai. 4 more weeks to exam.. how scary is that.. but i'm glad nus life is passing fast.. ha.

today Priscilla asked me," What is the one thing that you really don't like about NUS?"
I was like.."snort* One thing only?"

that shows how much i like it. blurring lines of the future often grabs u in its fists. no where to go. its really an unfathomable facet of life that we have to go through and i hate it seriously.

I can't wait for Phantom of the Opera.

I can't wait for this Sunday's aerobics.. hahaha so cool.. kickboxing man!!!

and going to take my driving test next wed again. i bloody beter not fail.. each test cost 150 for goodness sake. the money is taken off my tuition money. hai. feeling the pinch*

what should i do during the holidays..hmm

what should i get for the bear's birthday?? hmm..

what should i apply as my major of study?? hmm..hmm..

mayb i should just contemplate the impending exams 1st. hai.~

PS: Shaowen is back!! wheee.. haaaha and meikwan should be coming back soon as well. so nice.=) i miss those days of fun and laughter where everyone knows everyone and no one cares about no one.

pootpoot is so nice to touch now...

4 tuitions taken up. i am indeed shitified. help me. and ...........i failed my driving test... bu kuang cai de shi must write smaller...

yeah..damn.. 52 pts..who can beat me man.. sigh was quite sad.. but kind of felt an ominous feeling in the morning during the warmup.. i already on the verge of crying then my bro keep asking me where i go wrong..like hellO!!! stupid man.. insensitive brute. hrrumph~ then somemore see those who have passed waiting for the briefing while i..the shameful one had to go to the terminal to see if have any dates available to book test again..dammit.just gotta pass it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!

haha... projects all blanking me out..everynite stay up till about 1 plus.. perhaps not very late to some pple..to me quite late..ahaha when i have to wake up so eary in the morning..sigh.. no wonder pimples are popping out.. one right SMACK in the middle of my head.

hmm..suddenly feel very woosy and vomity kind of feeling..later going to meet jaslin and candy for lunch..at holland. sigh... dun feel so good rite now..u noe those kind of threatening bile feeling? DARn. i was looking forward to xiao long bao.. hahaha yummy steamy fragrant xiao long bao skin, enclosing wonderous sweet but juicy hot piping sauce..which spills out lovingly into ur mouth as you take the 1st bite... *ssssss* slurpslurp..

anyway.. just a shout out to sandy.. OEI! can't wait for you to come and watch phantom of the opera together!! do you think we can toutou take pictures notz. ahahaha scarely i cry or sumthing..wheee!~

to baby bearishy bearbear.. i love u!!! been so fun spending time with u these days.. hehehe thank you darling!!! =) work hard.study hard.. and dun eat so much maggie goreng!!!!!!!!! or roti prata!!!!! garlic bread now and then ok. hahahah =P fishfish too?? now and then? hehehe

*huggies

huggies for everyone!!! next week will b hell for me.. gotta smile more while i can now... i love the world..*naivety rule*

hihihi

bored. tired. stressed. worried. lonely. loved. longing. thinking.

gonna b quite irritated and down in the dumps these days.. dunno whats with me.. got 3 projects to complete.. 2 actually.. one of them is writing a research paper on my own..then i have one class response and presentation to go as well... and just did interviews today at halimah's house.. quite fun actually=) glad i went.. her house is really nice and her mum also quite cute..lol

anyway. i also accepted 3 tuitions altogther..dunno how am i going to cope with my time. i am indeed crazy. and i even sign up for aerobics on sunday morning. great. a life with so much going on.. even when i go out i keep thinking of the things that i haven complete.. dammit. nuts and jelly revolving in my head. ha


i miss us. i miss ur support. i miss ur company and being there no matter how much i whine. haha. great friends for life. one blessing that some pple are deprived in. woohoo. lets set up a business together some day. haha.. work my life away an into nothingness. the hours put to work are great for dashing and chasing loneliness and acute reasonings away. hiphiphurray for the rat race.