OMG~ hahahahaha

I love my baby so much!! He bought me the Panasonic Lumix LX3 for my 21st birthday present (last yr which he owed me) and also cum Valentine's day prezzie!





*huGS!!!* hahaha I wanted this camera after seeing the shots Yizhi did with hers.

My baby knows that I am not interested in something unless I actually go to the shop and ask how much is it. Or EVEN want to have the mood to shop for one or even browse through. hahaa=P

I also found out today that he actually wanted to save up money to buy me a DSLR!! totally omg. So expensive. This camera baby which I am cradling in my arms is already THAT expensive, and yet he is willing to pay out so much more.

quoted from bear, "my blood, sweat and tears".

My baby really saved up.. thank you darling.. really really.

You've seriously moved me. Not by the price tag which the object carries, but by the significance of how much you care and actually noticed and remembered all those things about me.


Love you baby=)

Reading Joelyn's blog.. about her old and recent pictures...

Makes me think back about how I looked since like... LAST TIME..

It was like a journey down memory lane...picture laden style.

When I was a baby..

Super Uber cute and heavy...

Short bob


And this is then what you call: SEXYBACK. muahaha


the super model genes was just in me can.

my skinny me!!!

This was in Primary 4/5 i think...

THIs.. is quintessential classic. mauhahahaha

AND THIS...

IS THE birth of a China baby. omfg. I am totally appalled at myself.
I think this was Primary 6.. after eating so much and enrolling myself a lifelong membership in TAF Club.

and KEVIN! WHERE are u touching. GOODNESS.

Then this was secondary 3..abit more tan coz of Outward Bound Singapore:

This was the OP days with the surf shorts and Bermudas..they were like how IN can.

Then came entrance to JJC..

Was quite plump..(coz of studying for O levels)



But with Touch rugby training.. I became slimmer..


I ALso LEARNT how to keep a fringe..muahahha to my advantage.

Pssst: LOOK I have a ring!! hahahaha=P=P
My baby loved me even when I went in JC looking plumpy.


Can see me? hehehe My most proud period of time...soon came to an end.


And just as how Rome fell..
My weight shot up in one year's time.

Horrifying..
I AM HORRIFIED! ahhhhhh damndamndamn.



I seriously damn proud of myself so brave to show public these fugly pics of myself. hahaha oh well. Since got improvement now so ok.. muahhaha

the results of studying and bingeing for A levels..sigh~

This was really the lowest point and lowest self-esteem time for me.. the heaviest in fact.

this was before entrance to University..

And this was the time when baby went to Army and came back looking seXY and skinny la!!!
rahhhh how nice for my esteem at that point of time. hhahah

Then after a year... went down abit..

Or maybe its just the learning of putting eyeliner at the bottom eyelids and the tricks of the camera...HAHAHAA


Then I grew more conscious about how I looked..
fashion changed... threw away my furry bags..

started with the necklaces.. eyeliner became a permanent fixture..

My angles started forming.. and perfected..MUAHAHHAA

tried the bangs..ditched the glasses


Added curls and enlarging contact lens..


Enter eyelashes.



And things just went on from there.. changing slightly..

perhaps more wrinkles and a lil bit wiser..


But whatever it is, no matter how I change, be it size, shape, color, pretty or ugly, fat or thin.. I wanna thank my family the most for being there with me through TRULY THICK and thin..haha and of coz baby who didn't love me based on my looks (just the sexy sports bra). hahahahaa and of coz the friends who were with me through these times and stayed in my life as significant fellow friends. Though i am making new friends, you all are so important!!=)=)=)

Oh ya.
I went jogging with Huili the other day..



taking a picture of myself in her hall dorm while she was shitting
hahaha I damn wuliao.

Damn tired I tell you. hahaha

half an hour I consider it a feat le.
I am going jogging tomorrow again anwyay
whee~~



Went out with parents over the weekend.

eh i look slimmer and darn tall here rite. hahahah


Oh ya. And saw a friend's photos on Facebook and was SUPERBLY fascinated and impressed by the camera's panaromic functions and her camera taking skills at the ordinary and the beautiful.

I tried to do the same with my Nokia camera...

Not that nice.. hahaha but not bad lah. a good depiction of JAM in Singapore.
I got impatient and cut off the panaromic.. so it's kinda shorter. hAHAHA

Anyway gonna end the post! Wanna wake up early to jog then meet baby. whee!


STUDY DAY tomorrow!

Feeling so lost this semester. I'm like just drifting.. skipping lectures.. I dun understand a thing for one module and it is not SU-able.

Projects not even on its way..

Just did a presentation this week which was not up to standard and I'm trying to comfort myself by saying its just 10%.

Not participating enough in class..

What am I doing seriously.

Stress is indeed piling up on me, and its definitely affecting my moods and dampening my spirit.

And worse, you're not able to meet me tomorrow coz u're busy. Sigh. But busy is a reason. There's a reason for everything and that is a really good reason.

Shall study tomorrow.

WOrk it out one by one. step by step.

Not sure whether I can do better than last sem, which will mean pulling up my CAP. 0.06 more to go, I can't miss this time.

My heart is indeed heavy, head clogged up with tension and harbouring unshed tears of anger and self pity.

What am I doing.

These past few days were very happy ones for me=)

I spent alot of time laughing, snuggling wuggly, meeting new people and meeting up with an old friend of mine=)

Happy Belated Birthday Xingle. Haha u're in China again~

After the Career fair on Friday.. went to Huili's hall to sleep.. then went to her hall's production too! The play was a disappointment.. but I guess it was worthwhile still.. coz this was a night when I smiled and laughed... I had not had such a fun time in a long while. I dunno how to describe it. It was nice=)

Me and Joey.

Me and Hui Li


I lent her my pretty dress!!! hahah I've got GOOD taste!~

The University Cultural Center

was unexpectedly packed.

The musical as really a disappointment.. for what I have to fork out.. 15 bucks..
Because, firstly the live band in the pitch was too loud so u cannot hear what the performers were singing.. and the characters never even enunciate properlY!! omg. So the whole notion of a MUSICAL failed coz u only can hear tunes and music.

Oh well.


Actually I have a lot of pictures of jumping us in front of the "I WAS HERE' at the UCC.. which was fulfilling my longtime dream. ahhaha but they're with Joey.~~

Yesterday.. was Valentine's Day!=)


Just spent a lazy day with baby..

Sleeping most of the time.

No presents, no flowers, no lavish dinners, no candles.

Just you & me.

Silly Bear..

Pizza at Rocky's!

A couple who ate a lot..

which includes...
breaded cheese sticks~!!!
Baby's favourite now..coz there was SO MUCH CHEESE!!!
omg. horrors of horrors. hahaha


Look how the cheese ooze out. tsktsk*


And not forgetting the PIZZA!

All in all.. everything was perfect, filled with laughter.. ITCH, playful banter, cuddles and kisses....

What more can I ask for when I've got him=)

I Love You Baby.