what is love. i have no idea. my house is like an empty shell. no one is ever around. is is better to have none of it or experience the shittiness of it first hand. i feel such a weak person. a person of weak character. i never knew how to comfort pple. i dunno how to give advice. i grew up in such an environment where retorts are reacted with a slap or the use of the cane. questions at the wrong times are the worst thing u cld ever do. all i had to do was to study study study excelling in my studies. now. what has it all become of. excelling for what use. i feel like the worst abomidable irriting wuss..haha..just like what andrew used to call me...haha..sissy wuss. anyway. YAY. i finally reached to the last day ..oops not last. hA. its just a term break. my english test is SHIT. iam going to fail it. i'm lagging behind in philo lectures. completely regret taking it. haha will miss shaowen..sigh..
yay. DOUBLE YAY. i FINALLY learnt how to put on the fake eyelashes! hehehe...nicenicenicenice..i can make up for my eyebrows by adding more volume at my eyes there..but..i still look weird. hell. i think from the picture cannot see...but its like when u accomplish sum thing u feel so cam whorey! hahaha i tink i look a bot scary here..heck man.

woohoo. i am such a slut. haha..clad in my towel and trying to look sexy. hell.

lemme introduce her. haha she is my newest good friend...we are always following each other around..haha..she is as shameless as me..Victoria-san. look how bu yao lian she is..wahaha..tou pai herself with my camera. *faintz. hahaha

3 hrs later...now..ha. parents on talking terms.. watever manx. think few days or weeks later will happen again...old habits die hard.

i love pootpoot so much!! whee=D

he is probably tormented instead of being happy.

hmm..this is a day when i went to eat dim sum with my baby @ dragongate restaurant at harbourfrnt..oh yah. NEXT MONDAY GOING BEACH!!! wooHOO~~ i love the beach..can sun tan..ahha.. but one bad thing about that is that white spots will appear on my face..last time touch rugby also lyk tt..the doctor say its not fungi growth but instead its an overdose of sunlight..weirrd rite.lol. hehe..i got DELICATE SKIN maa..hehee..i so demure n innocent and fragile...ANYONE WANNA TAKE CARE OF ME? hehee..

hmm..then we went to chinatown and we spotted a number of fashion disasters!!! UGH...i hate seeingt those...those pple..have such great bods..unlike me..but yet they dress to KILL AND make pple faint can..esp those kind hu think anykind of leggings are nice esp lace and stripy ones with like shocking colours to make u pee in ur pants once u see them wear it. HELL> IF it doesn't look nice and there are too many layerings and the colours dun match..PLSPLSPLS DO NOT wear them. i think personally just plain black are nice. a bit of lace depend on what u are wearing overall. in short, leave the leggings to the jappies. we singaporeans can't carry them off esp with so little makeup smacked on our faces. we probably look like going on a trip to the wet market. and of coz dun wear the same kind of patterns. that time in lecture i saw this girl wearing the SAME pattern lah...u noe the craze now is black aand white lines? oh poolllisss..DUN WEAR it throughout ur whole body.... the inner top is black n white. the outer cropped cardigan is black n white, the skirt is BLACK N WHITE..no need to say..yes..the LEGGINGS are freaking BLACK N WHITE. ahhhhhhhhhhhh...*runs away to hide* criminal on the loose can..ha the only differnce on her whole outfit is the differnce in the width of the lines. oops..better not be so mean..ahhah hey..my meaness is just starting.

on wed was my 2nd yr anniversary..I LOVE U BABY!! *muachx. u're my all.=) thank u for loving me and encouraging me to be confident in what i do..=) he gave me a bottle and inside is pasta..every pasta stick has a writing of "I love you because..." so i pick a stick and it says like.."you love me" or "u are pretty" *ahemz* hahahaha so sweet rite..haha..i gave him a card and an MOS cd..so sian rite..sigh..how creative can i get man..lol

i have no idea why i look nice here..mayb my phone has a slimming effect. HAHA too bad.i luv my phone.

hmm..my hp no batt so cld only afford to take 2 pictures..sigh. hahah.. 2 pics for 2 yur anniversary=) he took me to furama riverfrnt hotel...food quite nice ba=) all that matters is being there with him.

and that nite i really went to MOS! yeah..the drinks aare not cheap..but i love the cranberry vodka..the red bull vodka was nice too.=) ok here goes. THERE was this PRC guy...HELLO wear a white Tshirt with folded up sleeves...already look like pasar malam..nvm..he tuck the shirt all the way in..wore a brown belt n blue jeans. it was 10 pm and u noe..no one really dances at that time..HE WENT in to DANCE! And his dancing methodology was tucking both his hands into the pockets sway side to side, turing in circles and make the rocking sign to match the RnB music. (rockin sign= 3rd n 4th finger down) HELP!! jason handed me the bottle and ask me to go smash his head. ahahha.. it was really hilarious.lolx..see..i am damn mean.

i can't wait to go to the beach. have i mentioned that? hehe gotta do assignment and project discussions..think one of the guy in my project grep quite cute...but not the stable type..he prob go for THAT TYPE of girls...so i can't really be botherd.heh

oh yah/..tt day i ate DORAEMON mooncake with my baby!! so cute rite!! hahaa..me n the yue bing..

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heyhey...not much to post lah...just pictures ba=)...me n my baby!! and new frens i made in sch and frens that are cherished by me...

oh...that time i went to volunteer for the "the very hungry caterpillar" arts for the children show..damn nice lah..u noe the famous book? yah...tts the show..by Eric Carl... its all pitch black and they dress all in black and move around the props that are already painted in luminous paint backed up by the black-lights.=) super nice..yeah i worked with faye, esther and this metrosexual guy hu have amost every problem on earth befalling him at the same time...

this is me n esther, the guy called joe..and of coz ME!!! in Jubilee hall at Raffles Hotel...SUPER NICE!!! i love the toilet there..seriously..its the best place to defacate..HEH..marble floor and golden taps,,,what more cld u ask for..haha..=P

Sumtimes, there are some kinds of people who pour out their troubles to other people...this may not mean they are friendly to u...it is their way of getting over their own problem...telling it to sum stranger so that u dunno how to judge him and he can find an avenue to pour out his woes and lament his miserable unfortunate destiny. Well..guess i'm a more of keep it to myself...suddenly feel like i am getting more n more closed up..not a very sociable person anymore...i'm not sure.sighx. finding oneself is definitely hard.

Next! SCHOOL LESSONS! hehe....i have lectures only on tues wed n friday...hmm maybe i will go to school on mon or thurs to study in the library..quite nice coz v quiet..not like when u were younger and dunno what KEEP QUIET really means..that time, its more of a challenge to go against the forbidden rule

i was having philo lecture...with candy!

than after that we rushed down to signature park to suntan n swim!!! whee...was damn fun.,hahaha candy also treid to swim freesyle..think she's quite ok with it..muahaha..*ahem* of coz with my guidance, nothing could go wrong.muahahaha

hahaha..me n candy...DUN KILL ME CANDY! =P scarely she didn;t noe i going to post her pic here..hahaha,,we look normal lah...yah..

GUESS hu is that!! hahaa..cndy lah..lounging on the life buoy..supposed to save pple with it but she taught me how to use it for relaxation..lolx...

FRIENDS!

me n pearly!!! we went to imm on wed..coz i had 4 hr break..damn sian lah! haiyoh..both serene and pearly say i smile that time like very fake..FAKE MEHHHH..i smile whatever smile also nice rite..hhaaahaha..and subtle smiles are PROOF of shyness...*blush*

HEH...then i met new frens!

her name is victoria..pretty nice girl..hehe..same lecture with her in english and SEA studies..yay!=)

next up...halimah! she same tutorial grp as me in english..same lecture in english and SEA studie as well..woohoo..haha really nice girl too..easy going like me also=)

yay..oh yah..there is is guy in my eng tutorial grp...he is a very nice n smiley person..but his command in english n trail of thoughts is so critical and philosophical that its scary man...i can;t even have a proper conversation with him...damn. haha

today, me aida cherryn n xingle went out!! finally..=) though it was a bit d for me...but i was happy to see all of them=) *mauchxmuachx...i love u all..sigh...dunno..was thinking that the tie are slowly loosening...guess promises made long ago to me wun really come true..gotta accept it i guess...=) i wun ever forget the memories...truly precious=)

out ghastly faces!! hahahai'm a puffer fish! hehe..not pomfret fish for my bearbear=P

muahaha...xingle and cherryn...and SPASTIC CHERRYN!!! woohoo...she will wanna box me for thi..hehehe

wonder hu is sucking up houseflies behind me n cherryn...Hehhee...oh yah..we went junction 8 to eat delifrance...yeah...no v yummy dinner but time spent was quite nice ba..

one last picture..of coz must end with me rite..hahah,,these days i love to take act cute pictures...i have no idea why..just humour me k..WAHAHAHA I AM SO CUTE! i am a narcissist.

ps: none of pictures are photoshoped...it is just the way it is taken...yeAH!

Fireworks part 2

heyhey.. the event pass so long le...abit bored of this topic..haha.so i just put up the relevant photos ba...finally got to see the fireworks upclose..get sum pictures that ACTUALLY look like fireworks...and yEAH! more time with my baby...=)

oh no. the pictures not in my lappy...HAIYAHHHHH..DUN need to see rite...U ALL noe how fireworks look like...can lah hoR. HEH=P bleah....

lets tok abt NUS life..hmm..what about it..FASS has A LOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOT of staircases...DAMN! i can feel the building up n tightening of muscles underneath the thigh part loh! hahaa..everyday when u reach home..u dun feel tired because of the stress and the asgment given...instead its the climbing up n dwn the staircasES! ahah

DAOPOK. ZEro. ZILCH. KONOK. LING DAN. singaporean guys really CMI. HELP. WHY...TELL me why! but of coz...*drools* u noe me..how can dun have eye candy rite....HURHURHURHURHUR....ANGMOH DAOPOK!!!!! SO damn cute! in my SEA tutorial..frm sweden..so cute can!! I dun believe that anyone can refute my daopok argument..he is DEFINITELY(this time) DAOPOK...WOOHOO!!! i can feast my eyes on him for 2 hrs every 2 weeks. HAHA..he is tons better than mak...but of coz this daopok not as muscuLAR (ahem) as mak=) wheee..mayb when noe him better can post his pic online..WAHAHA..shameless me.

I FEEL S.H.I.O.K. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM BURNT! WOOHOOO!!!! i love suntunning....no matter how much skin cancer i am going to get..i love sun tanning...i dun really like being fair...mkes u look weak and stuff...hahaha..my bias pt of view=p think its really freaky if u put on sun block everyday before getting out of the house..