Happy Valentine's DAy!!

This is one day which everyone waits for..no matter whether u're pining for love, searching or seeking desperately of love..indulging in one relationship or reminiscing on those gorgeous standstills from your past..

While i was pondering with my head in my palms, gazing dreamily out the SBS bus's window earlier today, I realise how hyped up this day is. True, Valentine's has become a day which represents hope, a renewal of promises of love and forever more adoration. But adding in all the commercialized decorations and presents MEANT for this very day, such as confetti, balloons that come in all shapes and sizes, arrays of chocolates, muffins, cupcakes, love shaped stuff.. (i think if they manage to produce a love shaped pile of shit that smells good, think everyone would still haggle after it). somehow meanings get lost...

I miss my baby. HAHAHA i had classes all the way till 6 and then tuition from 7-9. Damnation. what lengths I would go to earn a minuscule sum of money(still suffering from the setback my ipod gave me).. Valentine's day is so DREARY!!!!! Everyone in school are dressed up prettily.. dresses, heels, makeup, roses in one hand, bouquet in another. shucks. EVEN the guys made an effort to wear button down shirt and nice leather shoes. IT DOESN'T EVEN SEEM LIKE A SCHOOL DAY!!! ugh. The corridors are packed with people milling around stalls with moony eyes and big pockets.. what ever for. Seriously.ha~ I am SO gonna get killed by advocates of Valentine's.

Truthfully, I wonder who invented Valentine's. I wikied it and found that this day was named after two early Christian martyrs. wth. WHAT KIND OF ROMANTIC ASSOCIATION IS THIS. In my opinion, its just a label to conjure up more profits and stimulate capitalism through the fanciful notion of love. Institutions of power, probably the state or the religious authorities in those days.. they probably want to encourage people to seek for partners(though they miscalculated on the lesbians and gay love). lolx

Guess i better stop being so cynical on this wonderous day filled with love.

I believe that we should love our partner no matter what day it is. Same for Mother's Day,or whatever day there is, unconditional love should last everyday through thick and thin, and with the one who sticks with you whether or not u're sloppily dressed, ugly with pock marks, fat like a wine barrel, talk roughly or who manages to burp louder than guys. But then again who am I to set the standards for being a perfect girlfriend or being pretty or being womanly? As long as you stay faithful to one another and being there for each other no matter what, I think that's love. Having same goals and if u're able to envision urself in his arms even when one foot's already being sucked into the grave, that's love.

Fireworks when you kiss, love birds crooning ballads while you watch the sunset and whirlwind pitterpatter of heartbeats(always) are just total bullshit. That doesn't always last.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH stop ELAINE!!! hahaha 1/2 an hour more and its the end of the day!! since i think its just a hyped up activity why talk so much about it!! lol

MOVING ON.. haha yesterday was wonderous with my baby!! we spent time together in the morning.. he waited for me while I taught tuition and then we went to the premier to the show "JUNO". Really nice and sweet. Hilarious and witty. U really got to catch those jokes to understand. =) Thought we may get interviewed coz we're the 1st 25 couples to send in the picture for TV Mobile's "Love is Everywhere" contest. HAHAHA fat hope. guess the pictures and my efforts to dress up didn't end up in naught!=)~ (WARNING: JUST pictures of me n jason hahah)

My eyes look a tad bit weird..

BABY and me=)
FREE TIXS!!

We reached GV Marina too early and so baby decided to sneak into the arcade! CAUGHT YA!
What's more..they gave us FREE GOODIE BAG when we came out of the cinema!! TVMOBILE u rock!!=) Happy people..and of coz happy me..

and of coz.. yah i noe. EEK fat arms. HAHAHA 1st time i wear sleeveless in public after dunno HOW MANY years. somehow my baby makes me feel beautiful. he accepts me for who I am and I love him for that! I love you darling. Truly do. *muachx* Thanks for believing in me and calling me everynite to tok smoochiewoochie.. kissing me passionately even though there are tons of people around.. holding my rough chapped hands as though they are the most precious things on earth.. hugging me tightly even though i beat u at times and never letting me go through these years..

U're the best baby.

Can't help loving you..=)