POOTPOOT.... i truly miss u so much..*sobx* you must be so lonely rite now.. calling out to me.. haix... if only you were with me now so that i could sayang you and hug u to slp.. i love u pooty!!! =) .. by the way.. i going to KL tomorrow for chinese new yR!!! hee.. so pootpoot has to go stay in boarding.. very sad rite.. will zetAI miss him..


V day was nice=) though simple but with lots of love! i love u darling! and i forgive u too... yepyep=) haha.. h iao baby..=P

OEI! supposed to be looking at me on the date and he's trying to see other girls..SEE! CAUGHT IN THE ACT.. hrrumph. hahaa.. no lah... he is trying to act hiao.. unsuccessful attempt. hehe..

then on thursday night..went out with xueyi joelyn kawai guan ling serene..and of coz the star..veronica CHARCOAL. hahaha joelyn looked so dark as well. and.. of coz..dun need to say..her legs last time already so mei and perfeect.. now its tan. dammit. life really unfair. hahaha =P anyway.. we went vivo city.. quite fun actually=) heee.. guess going out mroe wit friends is very essential and good for health.. no matter whether physical health or mental health.

the super stars!!! or rather the super houseflies.. ahhaa

hey... how come have a circular tingy abve their heads..hahaha look like they're sharing a halo..cute! hee.. introducing veron and serene.

then me and guan ling!! hehe.. hohoho's secret wife. lol and as usual.. my smiling technique is a complete utter flop....

then next picture is xueyi veron and joelyn! wheeeee..

and of coz the 2 darlings. hehe

miss everyone. =) wonder hows cherryn shaowen and jaslin. never tok to them in person for v long le..

anyway.. happy chinese new yr pple! I noe its tough coz the stpid uni system is actually manipulating u into thinking it is holidays when it is acutally nOT. yupyup. all the term tests and assignment and projects ..argh! illusionary getsu. hahaha oh ya.. found that alot of guys i noe smokes.. why is that so!!! tsk.. abit bad for health leh.. ok not abit.. DAMN bad for health and breath and lungs..well.. still there is such a thing as freedom of human choice. guess thats how habits grab you.. i' forming this bad habit as well.. i gotta get rid of it.

SCHOOL WORK! ahhhh haha difficult to get into the studying mode but just gotta do it i guess. With deadlines and responsibilities to get the grp together and finish up projects on time*screams* i better start my readings..keke.. lazy ole me. =)

today i learnt about kosovo. quite interesting..hmm... it is so fascinating how pple have the charisma..historians and nationalists have the power to actually influence and change and manipulate the cty's future into a place of violence, bloodshed and suffering. geopolitical understanding. haha my lecturer is cool..quite animated and makes the lesson interesting.

i think a coin is a nice example. Although i'm waiting but I'm still a bit annoyed. An unforgiving scorpion. such a failure as well. lingering and pining even though its such a short period. Unforgiven. me. me. and me.

i love my mama. helped her wash curtains and put them up again today. Whee!~ proud of myself. hahahha

i love this necklace a lot now. its my favourite. ha. nice rite. not cheap k.... {{$$}}

look at the fat pootpoot. hahahah the naughty piece of shit. =P dunno whether to feel blessed or cursed to have him.

BEWARE of the scary eyebag girl. hahahaha i have proven that i dun only put up nice pretty pics of myself. i do look chao ugly as well. hahaha i just woke up and has a sore eye. Can u imagine waking up to someone staring at u like that? if you can stand this kind of face everyday go ahead and propose to me. HA!!!

what i am going through.

" .. and then a hero comes along.. with the strength to carry on..

and you cast your fears aside..and then you know you cn survive..

so when you feel like hope is gone.. look inside you and be strong..

then you'll finally see the truth..and that the hero lies in you."

I'll be a hero. My own hero.

one month. thats how it is. Guess its both sides of the coin's fault. if the chip widens into a gap and even splits it into half..i have no idea what could be done. hope all is best for the other side. mayb these 2 sides are always looking at elsewhere....or one side is trying to break free...

time for thoughts.


i love you cherryn, vic, sandy and candy=) and mayb brian and amos did help too.. hahahahaa i love munchie monkey brownie. slurps. happy birthday subway btw. hahaha going to lil india this sat.. shld b cool i guess..mayb can stop by arnd to shop for things too with my proj grp. HAHA=) I love ghost hunt.. the anime damn nice n interesting..