hello......
quite a long time never write liao...hmm...so sian now...thinking abt my homework...today went out to study...also never really do much...went orchard...felt a bit irritated and angry today....pple black face...chao a bit...supposed to study they go look @ things....u tell me lyk tt...next yr the so called study plan how to carry out...study a while...got problems cum out...then go buy things...go do a bit this....a bit that...dun think can accomplish much lohx....not say i very bad...but i think mayb i prefer @ home better....hai...i dunnO....feeling quite down now....wad the hell......
hai... yesterday went to woodlands library...saw a bit daOpOk guy...hahha...blehx =P anywae...went off...then bee chun pao qi wo...pei shao wen eat sum pie...never mind...and u NOE WAD!!!!!!! A STUPID BLOODY f GUY KNOCK THE SIDE OF MY HEAD WITH HIS DAMNED ELBOw LOH!!!!!!!!! U NOE HOW PAIN OR NOT!!!!! wah lau....then he put his hand up in a sorry manner AND SMILE @ ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F him ah! smile summore.....i almost cursed the F word out loh...then pple looik @ me....tell cherryn...she told me to selamat jalan...how pissed can one becum....irritating...hate life...hope i can have cancer and die or sumthing....it must be god hu wanna give me punishment or retribution or want me to learn sumthing....do u noe...how many times i thought in this life to contract sum deadly disease and die just lyk tt....i think of so many times of sleeping never never wake up....how nice...to die and dun care abt anything else...no problems abt frens...guys...career...feelings...just...DEAD wat bliss...

ps: this one yesterday write one.....

wad the hell.....feeling damn PISSED OFF NOW!!!!!!!!! idiotic!!!!!!!!! ask him go and die lah! QU SI LAH!!!! i then DUN GIVE A DAMN WAD U DO!!!!!!!!! bugger....

ok........no more with him...not gonna tok anything more abt him...yuP...

todae went 4 nc loh....always very little pple turn up lohx....feeling irritated....thought our part could b more united or sumsort...u NOE....not lyk the rest of the older generation....yup...watever...todae not bad loh....but practise the PDS until i wanna die loh.......hahah...but find the music very nice....then if really excited...VERY FUN LEH!!!...hee~ =P yup...lyk to sing the song out...then evryone will start EEYER @ me....hahah...especially cherryn..so cute! blehx..
then along the way...me beechun denise...candy....were lyk planning to have our own study grp...next yr lah....then have our aim....10 POINTS!!!!!!!! SAJC!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! JIAN FEI!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYA!!!!!!! hahahah....blehx...=P yup...really hope we will acheive this aim....yUp...wanted to start todae....and guess wad...we played mahjong in the end....hahaha...a bad start....dunch u think? hee~
yah....then after ncc went home....wanted to go out study one...then beechun dunno wad happen to her....she fa a bit of pi qi...then make us all lyk...wad the hell...why she lyk tt....u noe? yah....then we toked in the train abt US....abt wats happening....they aLL and we ALL...we all being seperated..duNno...then we decided to go to bee chun's house to play mahjong in the end......I SO HAPPI!!!!!!! (( i think if candy and beechun see this they very angry...=P)
u all noe wad!!!! i won 6 matched todae!!!!!!!!! yayayaya....hahahhaha.....feel so proud of myself...hee~then they all quite angry with me today lah...hahah...dunno Y also.....=P sorry pple....got a lot of luck todae....or mayb its becoz of avril lavigne's music....=) anywae...now very worried for my hw....yup....hope i can finish by thursday....hai....tomolo got ncc again....i thinking abt being a clt again,,,,i a bit getting tired of ncc lohx....yaH...hai...feeling old.....i'm 15!!!!! yrs back....i'm still 10!!!! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....*soB....i'm getting wrinkles very soON....!!!! 0_0 hee~ but older means independant and more freedOM....YAY!!!! hip hip hurray with sisterhOOD!!!! i think i a bit siao today...hahah...+P...

HELLO PPLE!!!
hee~ hai....very long never cum online.......wonder wats going on with everyone...we sum sort of...lost touch with each other...yahx...anywae...hai...my phone consfiscated AGAIN....stoopid...coz my bill was...SUPER ex lohx....i think i also lyk going to die.....haha....anywae....abt winter and me....i'm thinking it VERY seriously...mayb...hai..mayb he was too fast...and that scared me...hee~ =P dunno lah.....i also think next yr very hard to contact him....NO hp...NO internet...IMpotaNt yr for me....dunch u think that it isn't rite? I DUNNO!!!!!!! Fudge........

Hello....
Hai...so many days cannot go online...so xing ku can...all my bro's fault lah..stopid pig..dun let me use..idiotic..SELFISH!...nvm..=( hahaa..anywae..these days happen quite a lot lah...still miss cherryn they all and sumone too..hee~ bLehx..yah lah...winter loh..yup..actually Tuesday supposed to go out with winter...but he got sumthing cropped up @ home..then cannot loh..SO MEAN CAN! My 1st date also pple stood me up..how suay can I get! ..haha..=P I still can remember can...it was on the 10th December 2002 08.02.11 hmph..never gonna forget..hahah..well..I think if I go out with winter also very weird lohx.. u all think so too.. rite? Yah...dunno lah..see lohx..then Christmas also dunno wad to get for the person and winter...hai...i bo money already..wanna buy a lot of things..but I broke lyk anything..haha..well...hope I this Friday can go see cherryn's and gowri's POC..hee~ lyk very fun loh..go there ti ta men jia you..then also can see 2 pple..yahx..hai..very hard to forget winky..but see lohx..mayb I lyk winter better..haha..blehx..yesterday he not free..then I go out with xingle lohx..so dumb can..hee~ yah..then I bought lip gloss and buffer..I quite happie!!!! Hehehe~ hai..anywae...i wanna say SORRY BEECHUN! I lost one pink clip..=( I buy u back one whole new set..can? Sorry leh..=p
Can¡¦t wait for Friday..can go out!!!!! Yayayayay..hehehe~ I think I going earli with xingle and her part lohx.....coz she accompany them go sana course....yahx..well...i better record this down be4 I forget..I agreed him on the 5 december..yup..hee~ a bit boliao rite..then I also dunno how to contact winter after the holidays...coz my mum gonna consfiscate my phone liao..so mean rite!!!!! Dun lyk her..hmph...=( wonder...y am I always alone @ home..brother go army..then both parents working..no maid..I think I tiao lou zhi sa also no one will notice until evening..hahah..blahz..stooped thinking..haha..=P
Hmm..i keep dreaming abt winter..isn't that bad? Remember jaslin told me be4 that if u dream abt that person...means its gonna be over..going to forget the person..haha..quite suay loh....after I dreamt...really got sumthing bad happen lohx...he call it off..STOOPID rite..haha..then I told denise and bc..then denise was lyk saying she angry for me..then bc and Jamie sad for me..hahah so funni can..blehx..hee~ anyway..juz toked to him on the phone..winter @ sum camp...mayb can see him @ camp pin on Friday? Hmm..i also found out that winky lyks xueli..coz he neglect his duties to be with the plt xueli is in...hai..hahah..when I hear it frm winter..I was lyk..OK...heee~ anywae..gtg..bye

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hello....
hai...to me...so many thing happened...=) do u noe...i've da ying sumone...hai...izzit wrong? hmm..hee~ anywae...today went out with my family...dun lyk today...coz my mum fa pi qi lohx....sum shit thing...i dun lyk pple's park lohx....then i say dun want to pei her go...she get angry....weird woman...hee~ anywae..then i tag along with my bro and father...went sim lim square...and could u imagine...i saw winky there!!!!!! hahah....so qiao can....then told mama and him....both lyk got sum reaction...haha...he was lyk asking me ...dun tell me u still like and miss him...hai...dunno lohx...but when i see winky...i get happy...hai...anywae...then told mama....she say i cannot yi jiao ta liang chuan...hahah...cute lahx...=) watever it is....mama...thanks for the advice u've been giving me....cherryn too...thanks...=) love u all....
yup....then i on my way home...saw a shop....called PORCUPINE haha....so cute...remind me of mama..hee~ yup...now so sian....pretty pissed off with my mum....haiz....
abt him...i'm not sure...just try try lohx....we thinking of tuesday...i dunno wad to do!!!!!!!!!!! how?? wad to wear?? do wad? tok wad? alamak...i really a bit in a flurry lohx....yup...hai....see lahx...wat if...hai...dunno lah...hehehe~ blehx. i think i need to see a love specialist....hahahx=P

hello!!!!!! very long never come write anything...coz i thought the server still down or sumthing...then i quite bad mood...hee~
so....hi....cherryn they all come back liao...quite happy...later muz call them find out wad happened....i also found out that they shaked WALL's hand!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahhhh...i regret not going!!!!!!! *sobsobsob...hahha...=P stoopid...IF i get to shake it...i surely will not let go one...hee~ blehx. anyway....now my hair so damn ugly leh...*sob...thinking abt my hair last time...now look lyk shit lohx...that stoopid auntie....hmph...hai...nvm...i juz keep tying it up lohx...=) well...dun think i lyk anyone now...i xiang qing chu liao...wall that one...also not possible...the OTHER person...i dun think i can get along with him or sumthing...all he noe ish toking abt pervert thing...so irritating also...stoopid....where got such person one...hmph...hai...i think i gonna put up a few pictures...but scared wun come out...and btw...where's my ELM!!!!!!!! wahhh....=S

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hello....so sian now...now then i realise...i'm home alone most of the time...hai...i'm always alone...wad the shit...blahz..anywae...wonder wad cherryn they all doing now....mayb mutuals? =) haha...they so lucky kae...can taste camp food...i MISS CAMPS!!!!!! wahhh....i miss everyone...i wanna go out!!!!!!! wahhhh....i keep staying @ home watching silly movies that i had d/l...eat and sleep....never grow fat...i dunno wad i am lohx....hai...
hmm....wonder whether this saturday got activity or not....coz friday ish hari raya....then...hai....disappointed in my part's attendance...10!!!!! WAH LAU.,...i really got nothing to say lohx...hai...watever...---alone---

Quote of the day: MESS WITH THE BEST AND DIE LIKE THE REST.....hee=)

hai....
now sooo manyh pple go UDI liao....feel so damn sian...no one will be able to tok to me...haix...=(anywae...miss everybody...though i go malaysia lyk dunno...er...1 day? hahaa....i go KL to go for my grandparents wedding anniversary....GOLD anniversary...hehe~ so fast...50 yrs liaoz...very nice lohx....anywae..then went there..DO U NOE>..my WHOLE trip was full of traffic jams!!!! JAMS and more JAMS......stupid can...hmph...then most of the day i'm kept in my car...so dumb....anywae...reached my nainai's house...toked a while...then went shopping...quite nice lahx....buy a t-shirt...(onli) and bought vcds!!!!! hahaha...blahz...hmm..nothing exciting lahx...then after that go back to my nainai's house..guess wad...traffic jams....hai...then sit in the car...lyk dunno how many yrs...then i fell asleep....then we went to take photo....u noe...lyk ONE big family photo....i think my family lyk wear the TUest....lyk very old bumpkin...those cum frm xiang xia those kind of pple...i dun lyk this girl...she totally sucks...my cousin or sumthing....mayb i'm jealous or sumthing...i wear so nice...she wear a dress nicenice one...go those type of long zhong dinner one....so irritated can...hmph...but this time i go back....no one commented so much on my bigness...only that i grew taller...ahaha...*proud...bLeHZ~....anywae...after that...we went to eat dinner....then very nice lohx...got karaoke set....then got 2 tables...kinda remind of the zhen qing lohx...haha...except that no mahjong tables...hahaha....yup...then we sang karaOK...then all the old old oldies...lyk ONLY YOU....and er...shang hai tan..hahaha...dumb can...hehe~ then the food....AIYOH....so sinful can...i full until dunno wad...then is lyk...sharkfin soup...big mushroom and sea cucumber...i eat until i scared can...*shiver....then the prawns...haix....dunno lah....then my nainai and my gong gong....exchanged rings...then we teased them a bit...lyk how much they love each other...hahaha...very cute lah....hmm....then we sANG a lot of songs...then abt 10 sumthing...we went home....m,y family however...went to stay in my other grandmother's house...(mother's side) yup....then soo damn sleepy...and got traffic jams again...reached there at 12!!!!!! stoopid...hmm...the next day...my dad's car was searched lohx...sum stoopid thief...but he didn't take anything,...the cashcard was still there....then the coins never take.....dumb lah...hehe~
then we went back to nainai's house....they bought a new dog...hai....I WANT ONE TOO!!!!!! *sobz...jealous lah...anywae...then we went to eat dim sum....SIN FUL CAN....hai..then eat eat eat...feel SUPER fat can...haihaihai....then we started back for home...then my father kept stopping along the way to take phtograph of the sunset...the clouds...the istana...so boriong....hai...then on the causeway @ nite....got traffic jams again....HAI....then reached home @ 9....unpacked...and i was dead to the world. ---end----
PS: miss everyone...!!
PSS: the trip...not bad...hee~ quite sinful...