YOz to all. weekend's coming and I can't help but YELL AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE AND SAY. shit. argh.

WHY?

coz lots of things to accomplish, do and go to. I dun even have time for my baby!

Saturday :My mum's birthday, but I gotta teach tuition, then probably after that rush to westmall to buy a slice of cake for her, then do somthing, then rush home, then i'm going to xingle's house! Prob for her advanced 21st bdae party.. hahah though she didn't mention. u shy woman. HHAHAH yup love her lots.. she's still someone whom i cherish alot!! then gotta rush home to sing bdae song to my mum. yup.

Sunday: wake up in the wee hours of the morning to go market with my mum. Then gotta clean the house for CNY then gotta prepare prettypretty for my mum's birthday lunch at Conrad hotel. haha she wants to eat the dim sum there so much. (die. no present for her). then after that probably shop arnd with her.. then i gotta go for qianyu's 21st birthday party!!! *screams*

By Monday, I'd probably have trouble waking up. i got tutorial at 830!!! omfg.

anyway, haha pictures!!
04A1 Huimin's surprise BBQ gathering~

me and cherryn!!
this chun fong aiming charcoal at ME!!! how dare him........the guys...that stupid yue kai never come though..


the trio who were fantastic in acting and tricking Huimin to thinking Cherryn was emo-ing at some Bukit Batok playground. WOOOhooo.. hahahaha we succeeded!!!the smiley Huimin=)

the cooks...
the stand around take photo and eat pple..(includes me.kekeke)
YUMS!=slurp

After eating and filling ourselves up with refreshing drinks(ALL THANKS TO XUEYI!! WE LOVE U MUACHX).. photo taking time!!!! ehhehee

this is chun fong. =)this is andrew. a big talker who seri0usly needs some eye mask. his eyebags are horrendous!!! haha

"IIIiiIIIiiIIiiii CAN GIVE UUU GATSBYYYYYYYYYYYY.. GATSsssssBBYYYYYYYY"
illustrating the wonders of advertisements. everyone's doing it.

hmm.. no idea why these pictures are so damn small.. i tried to make large yet come out so tiny. hai. heck it. hAHAA well this is a picture of 2 kungfu gals!!! HOO HA!
this is chun fong and me taking each other's pictures. my thighs damn fat can. =(
CANNOT AH. want a beating notz.

me n sin en presented the GIFT!!! wheeeeeeDELIGHTED woman.

AND A CLASS PHOTO...(part of it)ps: sorry serene for covering ur face!!

after that...we gotta go jumping jumping!

TAKE ONE:
WE GOT SHOCKED.
TAKE TWO:
THEN GOT SHOCKED AGAIN...
TAKE THREE:
THEN BLOOPER AGAIN...but really. what makes life interesting are not really successes.. but the bloopers and failures that lead us there. Learning from it, cultivating urself and the one getting to the end is a winner.


JUST LIKE ME.
(the only one who's able to get into the air)
hoohoohoohoo~

All in all, a wonderful gathering, talking nonsense, taking pictures and just having fun through eating and making small talk with one another. This is the only class whom I really feel belonged and glad that I shared 2 years with them. THanks guys=)

Its the 2nd week of school term and its seriously boring. No idea why I lack the motivation to study hard for stuff now. I feel sooooo lonely too.. sigh. My life is empty. wake up, bum around or rush to school. Reach school, sit alone in lectures.

Hopefully can meet some pple during tutorials. I am indeed praying hard that these pple are not ah tiongs or some lazy shits who dun wanna work hard and excel in the projects. wah if i get those i really ren ming.


Finish lecture, go home. hi poot. dad's prob home late. mum these days keep working late too. Guess money is impt. They are working so hard guess I have to as well~


sleep. darkness. soon follows.


the only things keeping me going now are money that i look forward from tuitions, shopping with friends, anime that i can watch online, and sunlight. What? Sunlight? yea. its pretty.


What do people look forward to everyday? making money? making MORE money? living their dream? love? family? What do YOU look forward to everyday?



I think i look forward to a peaceful life. I look forward to penning down creative stuff and earning money at the same time. I look forward to spending my lifetime with the one i love. I admit I'm just an average Singaporean. Should I be anymore that that? Should I strive more than what I can achieve? Money spinning gurus and top notch speakers would probably smack me with a frying pan and say HELL YEAH!



Sent an email to SPH holdings yet no reply. COME ON!!!!!! BLOODDY accept a talent like me u people! *roars* Later I'm having a small interview with NUS's Radio Pulze. Sounds a bit fun, coz they're finding a broadcast journalist. can u imagine me calling MYSELF that title? hurhurhur~ I did not prepare anything and have never heard their station before. IF they ask me whether I have tuned in to their station before, shld i lie? hahaha i proob say no. Then they'll definitely gonna say i'm not shortlisted or something on the spot. Heck. honesty thrives.



Here I am.. crooning to the blog in NUS Central Library. Waiting, ever waiting for the lectures to begin. How will I live with this shit. I want to know.


No. 1 thing to look forward TODAY: my 4-6 lecture- Sexuality in Comparative Perspective. Its totally awesome and overflowing with contemporary sexuality perspective. Maybe he'll cover unnatural sex today. hope so.


No. 2 (possible)thing to look forward : going out to vivo again with my mum. HAHA she wanna get a skinny jeans. So probably bring her to topshop or river island. cute mum. WHy is this a possible thing to look forward? coz she may be busy and work overtime. sigh. gotta wait n see=)


No3. thing to look forward Tomorrow: getting pay from tuition. YA-HA!

No.4 thing to look forward Tomorrow: Going for bbq!! wheee.. yummy fish fish fish. OF COZ i'm yummier. ahahaha the bear says so. whee! i admit i'm good too!! Who wanna try can make an appointment with me. Dun be shY! we'll be savoring delicacies all day long~ hoohoo..


guess nothing can go wrong with weekends. they're just wonderful.

i declare myself broke.

money wise not mentally. yet. hahaha mum's ok now. guess she sees a slight hint of me trying to work hard. yeah!

why am i broke financially? shopping for CNY. what else!!! argh.

Dear Angpaos,
Chinese New Year is indeed a great festive occasion. Mandarin oranges, fireworks, firecrackers, lion dances and all things red and nice couldn't hold a candle to your graciousness and generous love. You certainly do have become an indescribable necessity in my life. Faster come running into my wallet!!! RAHHHHHH *chases ferociously after the red packets..*

heh. kidding. Of coz there is so much more to angpaos during this festive period. Tradition, relatives(though some suck), excitement, enduring love, goodies(bak kwa, pineapple TArts!!! prawn rolls, peanut thingies, etc~), yu sheng, yummy dinners, and not forgetting comments about you.

"Oh Elaine grow fff. BIG le ahhh..zhang DA le worr" OR "wahhh u and my daughter can compete le.."

seriously looking forward to them.

LOL. no lahhh my sarcasm spilling all over this post. anyway went out with Xueyi today to Vivocity to try my utmost best to buy something red and festive for the new yr. Guess what made me broke??

strategic pose in the changing room

haha this is in Esprit. They still have nice clothes really..but dunno why they also getting more ex le. Realise now my spending power in terms of clothes have increased tremendously. damn ashamed of myself..maybe I shld blame it on the inflation that Singapore is currently undertaking right now. The other day my mom bought a pomfret for a freaking 13 BUCKS! kao. I must be priceless by noW~(coz i am a golden pomfret! teehee)

Anyway, the top is 30 bucks, long cardigan for 80 bucks, skirt for 60 bucks= 170 SGD

This top costs around 50 bucks i think?? can't really remember le= 50 SGD


This one is commented by Xueyi that I look like Paddington Bear...0_0seriously think the bear looks cuter than me. hhahaha

The inside top too! purple sia..think its ok..=_) crying through tears of brokeness...
This jacket costs 80 bucks and the purple top 40 bucks= 120 SGD

After nichii, headed to Zara!!! whEeeeEE~~~ sale sale. not really U noe how stores like to pull the sheep's wool over one's eyes.. making it seem like there IS a really big friggin sale with a huMONGOUS poster outside "SALE".. when actually its only a mini section. hell with that. i can't stop myself from buying normal priced stuff. This is like an impulsive me exposed.


Nice??? heee the top is really unique and my 1st leggings!!!
Shift dress costs 90 bucks and the leggings 17 bucks= 107 SGD

heh. Calculating altogether is 107+120+50+170=447 SGD.

Thats not all...

*sobx* i just online shopped a top for 18 bucks and

a grey contacts for 40 bucks= 58 SGD



Hence..TOTAL: 554 SGD.


unbelievably screwed.


even Xueyi could only stand one side to look on despondently as i spent! so horrified at myself!!! arghhhh. she bought ONLY this dress..

this dress really looks not bad on her=) yay!! Xueyi must love me. but darling.. why didn't you stop ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ashamed ole me~=( sigh..

































JUST JOKING. hahahaha for those whose jaws dropped open in aghast, have no fear coz Elaine has spending control! some of it. hurhur!!

Those who are secretly happy that I am spending money so wastedly, NOW u noe what type of fren u are. hahaha if not, u mUST be an undercover from the ministry that scans blogs for such stupid behaviour.

For those who had their fingers on their phones to call and freaking wake me up, I LOVE U!!! hehehee shows how much u care.

All those in between. well work harder. hAHHAHAA i'm whacked. ~~~~~~

by the way. i did buy some stuff. the leggings and the purple top. the online shopping too. sobx=(
I'm going to lock myself up in my room and hopefully starve my cellulites away..

Childish. seriously. I finally told my mum that I am in the danger of getting 3rd class honours.. NOT EVERYONE is meant to do big things. NOT EVERYONE is supposed to earn lots of money. her one bloody route thinking is seriously narrow and argh, so totally getting on my nerves. Yeah i noe i shld have studies harder during my 1st yr. Yeah i noe i shld have kept away from those shows. I AM doing better now. I AM striving for something better than a fucking 3.37. WHy does she keep looking back. JUST because i asked to go clubbing like.. TWO times in my whole entire 20 yr old existence, she blames it all on me, a loser who just wanna have fun out there! like wth. I just wanted to share something with her. I just wanted to tell her that i'm gonna study hard. SHE just ignores me and forms a mindset that I DO not want to get honours. we freaking reached town already and she throws a tantrum and say she's going home. THreatened me not to follow her if not she'll scold n humiliate me in public.

I hate these moments. emo blackmail once again. oh thats my favourite game! This time round seems like more is at stake! OH Wow. she'll jump off frm the tallest building if i dun get honours. well she DID say HONOURS. not what type. Yeah i prob sound piffy and childish too. guess who i got it from?

The house had puddles of water all around, and my things swept off the table, pillows bolsters all mangled up and strewn around the bedroom. freaking total shitness. 3 yr old behaviour? fucking sucks big time.

"to be more like me and be less like you.."

sighx. feel lonely. lectures have to sit alone. when lecturers ask a qn and ask us to discuss.. i got no one to discuss it with. abandoned. stranded. alienated. bothered by it.

SABISHI!!!!!! sobx*

what the hell. heck la its the start of the semester I shall try to be more upbeat about things!=) Excited when i bought the readings.. bloody thick especially for the Sociology module. Its about Sexuality in the comparative perspective. Super cool when he talks about homosexuality and how it is prevalent in animals.. and showed us a vid on shagging monkeys that does it 24/7 with any age and any gender! damn cool. hurhur~

"Make Love not war" guess this applies..

In any case.. delayed pictures! Went out with Xueyi and frens-- Yixin, one tall girl and another girl. damn how can i forget. heee sorry!! they were nice. Candy joined in too!!

guess i need some more practice with regards to eyebrow drawing

xueyi looks constipated.. bleahx. ahaha but with yummy la mian and xiao long bao in front of us.. SMILE Xueyi! piping hot lil' fellas

while candy just got engrossed..

We shopped around, and walked all the way to Centerpoint.. Marks n Spencer was where we headed to and this pair of shoes caught Candy's eye...hmm.. nice, cute.. but not my type of practical wear.. haaha sorry Candy!

We went to Far East as well..then to Mos Burger to rest our feets and chomp on fat juicy saltless fries, drinks and yummy burgers!CONGRATULATIONS to Goh Xueyi!! *throw confetti into the air* >>>>>
1st time eating MOS Burger!
Look how shocked she was and how much amazement is beaming from her from the sight of her virgin Mos Burger burger. hahaah cute woman..

the trio~

VERY RECENT NEWSFLASH

1. POOTPOOT had a haircut recently as well.. i love u baby pootz!! u smell great.. hehee nice to touch too.. bleahx i have a fetish for smooth cold surfaces.2. I did up my 1st notes for this semester..3. went out with my darling and tried on my new pair of eyelashes..

WHEEEE~~

i love u baby=) I like spending time with you..
JIAYOU in finding new job! heee

I will study hard too...Jiayou elaine!! Earn more money too!! Can't wait for new year and the angpaos that come with it. *tou xiao* so many friends' birthdays, parents' birthdays, V-day.. faintz~