I wonder how men can be so insensitive sometimes.

What's with the taken for grantedness? Just because we women are there for you, does not mean we do not need your help. It doesn't mean we will not appreciate just the 'asking' or noticing the fine details that you used to.

seriously, they're frm your side..why don't you take the initiative? We do not necessarily need to put in all those extra effort. But its because we want the place to look normal, to look presentable and showcase the facade of family. Are you taking the things that the women have done for you before, a natural inclination? A duty that we are supposed to perform?

seriously one can feel a bit down after all the accumulated neglect and lack of time spent together as a couple. But the little things that she does..the things that you would have commented on once upon a time, one that she expects now, yet does not receive an inkling of it.. really dashes her hopes, put down the efforts taken, and make her question the meaning of a relationship. Will something that was all sparks and fireworks once upon a time slowly become the burnt end of a sparkler?

As the years fly by, how does the definition of love shift? What is love indeed. It is something that mellows, something that endures, something that lingers. When does love become a habit? When does it transform into a burden or something to fall back upon? When does it lose all its meaning?

How does marriage even sustain itself. How can one believe in marriage. Why are emotions so complicated in the 1st place? Why can't it be made simpler and standardized and universal.

*sigh*

After a long week of slight depression and moodiness, brought about by dollops of self-doubt, boredom and self-pity, yesterday's outing that consisted of shopping (endlessly) @ Ion & clubbing at Butter made me feel much better:)

*though the money that flowed out didn't help things.*

and for the sake of Candy and Aida (facebookless pple)... HAHA! I shall post my pictures here instead.
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Met up with Cherryn and Aida first in town.


and with their recommendation, we ended up eating Ramen Ten @ Far East Plaza.



Both of them are able to keep themselves busy and stuff. I really wonder how they can make such nice decisions. As for me..so many things holding me back and I keep worrying and pondering. Like what if I do this and that happened? What if I am not meant to do this and I regret?

I think perhaps I shld maintain a positive mindset about job seeking. If well PR is not my cup of tea, I can always go for events or editorial jobs...Oh well.. the possibilities are endless and limited at the same time. Due to my lack of experience of course. bah!

I think I shld just keep on a look out of jobs and just wait in anticipation for my Cambodia trip:) whee~




I feel that Cherryn has become a much more confident person. Feels nice and happy for her:) Love u bestie~


After we finished eating, what's next?

SHOPPING! *hearts*
haha it's every Singaporean's favourite past time and furthermore it's The Great Singapore Sale period! :)

@ Bysi fitting rm

Tried out some funky style. hahaha anyhow pick clothes and try ;P I love the cardigan though.. but 50 bucks for that nice thing..sigh~ seriously no money.

@ New Look Fitting rm

As for this..love the shorts but the material like too flimsy and it wrapped around my butt. I dun need something that emphasizes my big butt even more. *tsk*

As for this top..I LOVE IT!!! I totally mad love the buttons and military style shoulder bits & details. It even fit my top nicely.

But.... too ex (79.90) and like not nicely made..siao. IN THE PAST AH..where got top near 100 bucks. Business capitalists are really trying to suck up a lot of hard-earned money from us.

Some white lace dress that is nice but made Ms. Butt look bad. So too bad~ U don't get my cash.

@ Zara Fitting rm

This tee is my favourite. Comfy, unique, neutral yet quirky in some sense. but not willing to pay near $50 for this.


All in all, I bought a cute hairband that I want to match my future bridesmaid dress for Kevin & Fangfang's wedding; a fedora that I'm still contemplating as to whether I shld bring along to my Cambodia trip...; and a light brown tank top that I can share with my mum.


Aida loves Body Shop! haaha



Cherryn, Aida and I, the three of us are such
cute independent shoppers!
I cannot even remember how many times we call one another to catch up on where each of us are at. And STILL we have never once got to meet each other in the same departmental store. LOLX. This experience is a first for me.


OM NOM NOM NOM!

Met Candy at abt 8 and we all dug into BK Dinner!



~Poor Candy hounded by work pressure and problems~

PS: All the following photos' spec props are Aida and Cherryn's.


On the way to Butter Factory!


Cyclops.
hAHAH but the sunglasses really darn cute.

the act-nerd.
a.k.a.

FATIMAH.

~wahahahaaahah~

Cherryn is Fatimah, Aida is Isabella, Candy is i dunno what.. and I am..hmmm can't remember... Shahirah? o_0 Weird alter-ego names. lolx



haha i remember taking this pic with Candy in frnt of a restaurant at Raffles Place xChange. After we took the pic, the guy in the restaurant was like cheering "Nice!" or did he say Good? haiyah whatever he said, it was a teeny weeny bit embarrassing. lolx.


the funky nards.

I made the pic antique color and it looked real good! haha
By the way, I have no idea why my last finger stick out like that.

I think it was subconscious and I believe I caught myself doing it sometimes during my exercise class. So weird! I think soon enough I would have to sign up as a member of

The Stickie-Out-Pinkie Society

Haha I googled that symptom and found that there is SUCH a group in Facebook:

For people who have a habit of sticking out their pinkie even when they don't want to.

After the countless pictures... we finally reached and found that they were giving out stickers that entitles you to free HOOCH!


Erm..but nahhh we're not interested in soft drink-like alcoholic beverage! I'm more of a vodka fan:)


This is me after the night of party @ 2 plus...

hahah! not very sloshed but my feet is damn sore! Coz walking the whole day shopping and plus the night of jumping and shaking my bon bon, my feet are screaming.

The night of clubbing was fun!!! Teehee. Aida knows how to dance and gyrate mannnn. lolx. So cute. The music was good...but in between suddenly got a guy came and we chatted minimally. Even got a name card frm him o_0

he was nice lah.. not pushy and stuff. Oh well. if wanna make friend then ok loh. ha~ Sigh but only if I met him earlier in the night. He could have bought us drinks or something. I WANT FREE DRINKS! not queue up damn long just to get a vodka mix. :S


Candy look damn cute here. I like this pic! :) With the berries looking like things at the back.. make her look like an elf!


Aida not in the pictures coz she went to the toilet. ha. But the rest in Candy's iPhone which I believe I will never see it ever again coz she doesn't have a facebook and she doesn't update her blog. -_-

If only I can get out more often. Guess what the fortune teller told my mum is true.

"This girl of yours will be one who loves partying. Better watch out."

Haha! I love dancing and the music. What's wrong with that. Beats lying on my bed till wee hours in the morning watching some drama.. Can lose calories summore.

AHHHHHHHHHH

I CANNOT STAND IT!!! I CAnnot stand watching the taiwan show 'Down With Love' anymore!!! OMGOMGOMG.

HOW CAN MY SEXY HEARTTHROB MOUTH watering JERRY YAN be with that...that. THAT ELLA?!!!!! wtf!

*faints*..

sobx. im the only one for him..hahaha