It's been so long since I last said something on this virtual space.

I've just been going on and on with work.. getting absorbed into it, just doing the day-to-day stuff.

One year later from the time when I've just received news of my first job.. this post is going to announce.. the news of quitting my first job.. and looking for the second. :S

Things didn't go my way, people who try to harm me at work has succeeded in doing so.

perhaps the only crime that I did was being stupid enough to be caught... handing someone the weapon to kill me with. And so, I've tendered. And Jobless. F my LIFE!

Haha. but all is not lost. I know. I am positively (somewhat) looking forward to new challenges and have gone to one interview so far.... which led me to feel like the worst loser in the whole wide world who doesn't know shit about PR. The MD made me feel so green, made me feel like I've not seen enough in my previous company. The scope which I was exposed to is so.. so small. Totally like Jing Di Zhi Wa (A frog sitting inside a well only sees the sky as wide as the well). *I hope i translated it correctly* hahaha~

Well. A change is probably good. I was thinking of getting out there early next year anyway. What pisses me off is being cheated of my bonus and a promotion. KNN.

Oh well. This could be a good time for me to read up more.. and just apply for jobs. And i better get one before the economy tumbles to rock bottom.....

as for love issues...

After this incident.. a low point in my life.. i found out who is most concerned for me... who is most mature about things. And our relationship has became better. :) And i'm thankful for that.

But of course, there are unanswered questions in my mind.. irritating habits still yet to dissipate. I wish to make things clear.. but have no idea how to.