ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so PISSED! damn.....have total of 5 missed calls today loh..i itnk its frm him..darling..i miss u SO much...FreAK man.....everytime is either having lessons or not at the spot...shiT...total SHIT! ARH! i hate toDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can;t hear ur voice..its just as bad as it can get...i'm crying out frm within.
i miss u so much..everything i see today reminds me of u...aRGH. usually when i take the bus...all i cld see is u...today however...i'm staring desolatedly out side the wondow..watching the scenery passing me by...dreary.
whole body aching...sunburnt...red faced...sighx.
think i played quite ok yest...dun like the J1 rugby guy...so flirty. shit
dunno. life's stupid.

HELLO!!!!! :)

"CURSE ME! CURSE ME! CURSE ME!" lolx


hehee....like mr ho..he damn cute today lAR..lolx...hahahaha...so funy..CURSE HIM!...lolx..no laR>..think he really trying to wei wo men hao loh..so..YA..ahhaha=xsigh..hols cum back for lessons..so shit...but nvm...got excuse to go out...esp those lessons tt occur in the moRning!!..hahaha..after tt can toutou go out..hehehe*winkX

hai..my mum allow the claz to cum house for sum outing thingy...think my house no entertainment n stuff...so BORING!! haahha.no mahjong summore..*hands itchy*..hahah..and..yaR..no one will wanna go swim loh..coz so many pple will b there...girls in the claz quite shy de laR...hmm..think the only thing i dun like abt the claz is that..no...guts lah..hai..its like.if teacher ask qn...i mean..if u DID IT...u NOE IT...even if its wrong..answer lahhhh...betteer than silence...u noe when there's silence....u only can hear...sum yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii sound...i hate it..its my phobia..hahah...really..i get really freaked out..hahha=P...oh..coming back to subject...SPRING CLEANING!!!!!!!!! hmm..izzit spring now in spore? hahaha..dunnno..sumtimes see my house outside have a lot of fallen leaves..think its really cool loh..esp u noe those kind of western ctys...the leaves cover the whoLE FLOOR!!!!!...i wanna juz fall backwards into a pile of leaves..hahahah!!!...mayb i juz go outside during spore' "AUTUMN"....collect a lot a lot a lot a lot of leaves...and put it in a BIGGGG heap..how bout tt? ahahhaha..think i crapping a lot today..WHEEe...:p hmm..wads with me n grass n leaves..sighx..i'm such a nature lover...ahhahaha!!!!....usually..these pple..*ahEm..hahah,,..u NOE....HHAHAHA...sensitive.......erm erm..haha..those hu noe me noe wad i wanna say le..loLX=P sigh..how thick skin can i get=x

hmm..hao xiang ta wor..hahaha...haix..only short instances when i can spend time with him..hai...wad a life..lolx...well..it ain't even a life without u darlinG!!! hahaha..die lar..so rou ma~..lolx hmph..u even more rouma lah..hahahah! =D...hmm..quite worried for his op...so scary.....sighx...and i miSS U!...sigh..y u going taiwan..ahahha...NONO reuniTE!...hahaha..my darling got ming sing face..cannot help it rite...shuai!..AHAHHA=P crazy fish bleah..i bias lahhh..ahahah=D

hmm..think sumone really hounlian pi can...think got pple waiting for her..when in FACT...think the persondun even noe she EXISTS...chey..and she have the gall to think of...haiyah..dunnoe...think...sumtimes infatuations really can make u go do the damnest things..reallY! hahaa..i was crazy over pple once...and i mean crazy!...every word coming out of my mouth practically contained his name...everyone in the sec sch noe i like the person lohx..ahahha!..blEAh..well now..past le..haha..he's terriblE to me now..ahha..cherryn noes it too=X he is HISTORY...wheeee...now sumone else is my FuTURE..AHAHHA..lets see how it goes lah...dun wanna have too high hopes..yea~

BOOBOO............today feel stupid during econs..hai...dunnoe a lot fo stuff...gotta revise yr 1 work le...die le LARRRRRRR...think muz start yr 1 le loR...hai...really leh..my senior start in APRI!L!!! now is like...going to end may LE!!!! aRHHHHHH......shit

hahahahahahahaha...happy bdae andrew..u pebbles....cut dwn the ego..u'll b a great guy..and now...juz forget it lah..hahaha..ur ego needs a few yrs of hacking...yah..juz like the tremendous n dangerous cornfield in "king of the Castle"..lol~

haiyah..think i write too much le..my words lagging also as i type...WHEEEE...technology is crushing our intelligence...i love every minute of dying..AHAHA=D

heyhey~~~
had a really great time with u once again..=D though so short...yet so much feelings zooming across us..:) wheee....love is juz...inexplicable..hahahax=x
today quite bad day...hai..1st woke up late...mumbled sumthing to my darling n dunnoe...mum spilled nestum over my notes...tests sure do badly le...then training blurblur..hai...no focused i guess...really v pressurizing lohX...haha=p
BADBADBAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad a wonderful day~~...
hahax...still breathing rite..hahahx..=)
hmm..oh yah...today also went to eat xiao wan mian with cherryN!!!! WHEEE....so fun ahahaha...gossipgossip[ also....really v fun lohx...its like...we spend so much time trying to plan for this day..zhong yu dao lE!!!..hahah..love u cherryn...dunnoe wad i'll do without u..lost i guess.hahah=) u noe me too well..ahhaha..
ps: i love ur home.>SO YELLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEE...hahahaa.i love yellow...wonder hu made up that chant."yellowyellow dirty fellow"...1stly...make no sense...how cum yellow is dirty...all chinese are yellow...are we dirty then? 2ndly...dirty means....DIRTY...WE are not DIRTY!...besides the bacteria constantly on n in our bodies..dun see y we are dirty...most IMPORTANTLY!!!....YELLOW...is a WOONdeeful COLOUR!!!..hehehehe...*muachx..love those hu love yellow..hahahahaa....yeaH!...actualy i also like rainbow..well..depends ba~..hahhaa=D
can;t wait to go shopping..gotta shop for a slingbag 1st...hai..moneymoneymoney...uGH!
hOHOHO...hmm,.,think a lot of pple cannot stand him leh...wanna sit on him le..ahahha..wad.."i dun wanna spoonfeed u all...going against the principle of my teaching..".."book my time.."..."u all are going to sit for the A levels...the examinaRS.....in UK...blahblah.." "LEGAL TANTER!"....LOL...haiyah..he siao one loh..though v nice..sumone hu used to watch.."XIAOTIANTIAN AND XIAO QING WA" SHOWS...lolx..in the past lah..so funny~~~~~...
hahaha...me n darling tok abt TOUFU TODAY!!!!!!!!! hahhahahaha...squeeze becum look like sumone..hahahaha..hmm..that person tt day..the bra a bit weird shape aRh...she need a bra therapist...hmm...or plastic surgery..
hehee..haix..so boRed...i juz drank..erm..half a cup of red wine...wheeeeHEHEHE..hahaha..siao diao..no lah..it doesn;t really affect one's behavious i tink..not mine lah..

today....a jumbled up feelings day....=D but happy overall i guess....spent so much time with HIM!..haaha..though..erm.erm...lolx...=p
lalalalala....i love JJ water...dunch u?? lolx...ALL the minerals in it man..haha..all other mineral water is BADDDDDDD...and pple in JJ...lets form a gay culturE!! wheee....ahhaha...sianz....hmm..lemme tok bout today!!!
hahahax....hmm...so many emotions felt today..crazy ones..sweet ones....had risks today...movie sucked...but great company! lol...got caught...paiseh....so many things! and so loved...hahahaa....sighx...darling..such an eventful day when we had a heart to heart talk up there...great view...hahahx...so fun~=) thanks for everything darling...guess glances really create a lifetime for us huh~..hehehe...i love u:)
sighx..A levels coming...so wishing that time will come to a standstill...shucks...hwk dawning on everyone..haix...juz gotta do it ba..sighing wun do anything..*sighx....but...well...*sighx....i can't help but sigh when i tink abt the As...lolx...*sighx...
joleyn...hahaha...she's a racket...*smack*...ha....=P haix..dunno wad is she thinking laR...wonder how she stand the teasing also..hahaha..poor thing..yeAH~
this sat have CIp at queenstwn library...hahaha...gonna b a proper librarian!!!!!!! *push up specs*...hehe...i am nerd ok....so guai n gentle n kind n knowledgeable..and pure n innocent and a good girl kind of person..HEHEHEHEH....my darling prob thinks otherwise worxx....hahahahx=O
paiseh.
miss u...
wad shld i get for my mum sia....hai...choices choices.....money money....chilhood...read sumthing bout it today...so true u noe...we're classified into categories frm young...and expected to follow a particular behaviour...standards...fake society...fake life...sumimes such things depress u...tt u're formed by a system..and breeaking free frm it makes u a REBEL....or...a JUVEniLE...wad crap...ha...no wonder pple commit suicide huh...wheeeeeeeee....flying thru the air...not thinking...sudden lurch of the stomach juices...and u can't help but squeeze ur eyes shut..so tight and all u're hearing is the wheezing sounds in ur ear and before u start wondering when u're going reach the ground...*SPLAT. the source of ur thoughts get spread over the ground. hehee
morbid sia..hahhaa..
hmm..mayb after that..u will feel bliss...flying..mayb u'll never stop flying...

wheee....
i am BOREd.
haha...and this is the 1st entry after dunno how many million decades.
BOO.
i love u=)
i miss u.
thanks for everything darling.
sunfloweR!!!! happy...laughs with glee*
juz the sight of u makes my heart fill with joy.
jiayou darling...so happy to be able to see u every morning. sighx..*touched.
HAPPY birthday cherryn!!!! hehee..u've been the BESTEST fren...sighx...great 2 yrs spent together in the same claz....with u always been there for me...thank u darling=) dunno what i'll do without u..yep..wanna be the one to hold ur hand when u grow old..dunch u worry!!=D crazy gal....hu goes into weird fits...ahhaha..and love brown n orange and polka DOTSS!!! and love me n peipei!!!..lolx....delta too!!!...hahahax...really great to have memories spent with u...=) happy birthday once again!! :)
i miss u...hahaa....always there to cheer me up...today michelle woo told me tt usually couples have their big obstacle faced i their 8th month...wad do u tink abt us? well..i hope not...hahaa...=) coz i really do cherish U!!...dun wann lose u though...heeee i love yEWWWWW=D
hehe mad liaox....hmm..my bro..,hahaha..he n his gf...dunno lah...lie on the bed n take pictures...dunno them lah...he better not corrupt her n hai ta cannot concentrate on A levels aR...ahhax...dunno lAH..=)
studies...hai...worried as usual....so many duties..hahaahx...failing as geog rep le..ahha..never do hwk sia~~~=P yeah....then my gp got 33 today!!! so happy=)...getting praise from mrs razal is really the ultimate sia..hahaha..=D tyco lah i tink this time...juz hope tis pen luck will continUE!!! wheee...and of coz...thanks to mich...sin en n darling for the inspiration tt u all have givin me for the essaY!!! hahahax...hmm..33 to my mum is v little...but think she was quite pleased when she heard it ba..although she said.."aiyoh..so low"...HAhaha...dunno la=)
touch...sigh...dunno..see how ba...
i love u babY!!!=D always missing u...heex...u make me happy...u make me smile..most important of all..u make me wanna b a better person!!=) i love you.