helo...once again...so sian sia...siGhx...sch..uGh..i dunno wad adjective to describe it...really..hahaha..miss uwa.

hmm..being a worrying person these days...worry abt geog..then abt clazmates...touch...then noticeboard...wonder WHEN izzit going to BE doNEE....yah...ok..

oh ya...i surprised myself on tuesday..i actually scored 2 trys..hahha...yeah..was REALLy reALLY happy for the 1st time..i suddenly felt enlightened..u noe..i dunno how to describe that feeling..ya...the pride and joy u feel when u put down the ball at the try line..inexplicable. really..trust me..sigh.. seem to lose that enlightenment again..wahahah!! yeah...think gotta work harder still..the rest of the team was probably tired tt day...or sumthing...hahaha..duno.

tomorrow..or rather today..later in the morn..coach gonna choose da team...1stly..i wan to get in...2ndly..i'm afraid that i cannot cope..n mum will complain and force me to quit..i really dun wan that to happen..ya..i see the team like sort of geling now...quite happy actually=) today 1st time its like..own initiated part of the team go drink bubble tea..yah..really priceless to have these kind of moments=)

hai...one big prob of worry...is u..too...ur leg..my heart sank low on tues..when i saw u limping at the side of the field..yar...sigh..helpless then. yeap..=) can hardly spend time with u...but all my happiness was re lived and abundant when we were finally able to go home together...yeah..was quite happy..yepyep..how i wish the distractions were not there..hahaha..yeah..=) hope we cld spend more time together in coming weeks....months...this is only 2nd week...and...we've been together for 2 days only...=( haix...gotta ren...yep..wat can;t we go tru together? =D

i dun like febuary really...its a month...when my pockets is going to be burnt...raging fires happening in that area...money going to b gone...starting to save now..hahaha.

oh ya..today quite pissed..ur msg made me happy btw..haha..so funnny...hehehe=P yeah...i dun like pple hu push all things to mE...ARGH! do u noe the feeling...its like...this is a teamwork...then u push the ting to me..then u do other things..wads ur problem man..i give u do..u do shit out of it...then u give up n do ur stuff...then i take over due to exasperation...u give me a look like i'm too bossy and i shld go bug off....and the comments u give me juz so reek of sarcasm....i was SOOOO anGRY!....i wanted to shout @ them...GET A LIFE!...u noe wad they were doing?....toking abt xin shi...ugh.plS...I DID most of it..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....ok..shldn';t get so worked up...wad for...sigh...yah...juz faster get this over n done with...last yr like that.this yr also same thing happening...nvm...=)

sumtimes think i too ...nvm nvm nvm nvm...i shld fight back sum day...yah..sum day...no one made me that angry yet...but i hate to b angry...coz when i shout at the person..i'll scream a few words...then i will sort of start crying...hell. hahaa..dunno. sort of suck everything back in...thats my character...

andrew intro a quote to me today...it actually depends on how u intepret it...i tink his is wrong..really..hahha..
" means introduced will colour the ends attained"...erm...actually dunnno whether i got it rite...ahhaha!...i forgot le...sumthing like that lah...ya..

.but i like this quote...but dunno y...everyone whom i told it to juz look at me blankly and say..er..so?
" I worshipped dead men for their strengths...and forgot I was strong..."

issn't it v meaningful? it was like a WHOA to me when i 1st saw it...thsi kind of thing is like rampant in the world now...its so inspirational...everyone has the potential...the strength within them..yet they dun look inside themselves to find it and use it..instead..they keep looking up unto others...admiring and idolising..yeah..iZZn't ti NICE????????????????? hahahha..dunno...everyone has their own preferences=) yeah..that wad makes us so special...oh yah..one more tot of the day...

" indeed puniness----as human beings"