sigh.
juz had a bacardi...haha..dun get me wrong..i'm not depressed or anything..=) juz...a bit on the determined side..and irritated side...ARGH!
yah...parents nagging DAY n NIGHT....NO peace...really...no joke abt that... "i expect u to get gd results....NO rugby if u dun...blah blah blah..ur econs..maths easy to score..this is an impt yr..da da dee...dada dA....and THEY expect a B B C.....ahhhhhhhhhh!" no the last part was me...yah..yest night was the worst...they scolded me in the car...i cried silently at the back..no one noes...well.. wad to do...ridiculous...watEver...went to slp early..ha
sigh...shall try harder then...juz that...i feel so bad...i can't spend much time with my frens..in rugby..and esp with u dear....sighx. i feel trapped...do u noe how a bird in a cage feels? yah..beat that.
was quite sad actually this morn...my dad yadadee in the car...(yet again)....as he was sending me to touch training...."u WUN die if u miss a training...SO wat if u miss..are u in the national teAM?" uGH..was so pissed off...ya...but didn't wan to argue with him...such a wet n dreary morn..nothing cld b worse...hahah...yeah..but training was goOD! heee...quite fun ....though got scolded by coach really fierce at one pt.....well..its my fault...gotta improve that area...sigh... think touch is really fun=) yepyep
well...today not a really that bad day=) sorry for not going for lunch with u...my legs are in chains...yah...haix... well...on the positive side...i cld cherish the moments i have with u eveN morE....and cherish every bit of u...=)
dun worry...its juz a dream..i love u...and nothing wld happen to me=) with ur encouragement and love..not even a car accident cld bring me down=) *huGZ
hmm...heard that my cadets...i mean eX-cadets' performance was splendid...so darn happy for them...really do...i cried coz my dad didn;t allow me to go too..shit loh...nvm... i noe they cld do it anyway...they had the potential=) sigh...the mention of ncc do give me a twinge of nostalgia...so glad that they are bringing the unit to greater heights...i'm so proud of them=) yeah...hee....love u all!...yep
now the nights are getting shorter..the days longer...the body weaker...the mind stronger...dun ever give up...u'll go somewhere with effort...esp with u alongside with me..i'll get to tat pointer.
i love you.