HEHE...FINALLY! an entry...hahahaha
hmm.later going to love fiesta...but better finish up sum maths...or mr leow will ask me go eat shit...lolx...
sighx...hahhaa..though i quite happy...but as i think of the other things that made me v sad this week...my spirit juz got a bit drenched...
depression....y do pple fall into it...is it a weak character..or is everything that they have really seem hopeless...and the only way out..is really death......
actually..its really easy..i once felt it...u feel...so hopeless...no friends...family...heck...sch work...like shit...staring below...so easy...juz fall...acute pain...and darkness....blackness...peaceful..escape..no more pain.....no one had ever cared for u anyway...
wads the meaning of life anyway? just for the sake of living...struggling..learning...suffering.. happiness comes once in a blue moon...true?
not say i'm an optimist lah..hahhaa..but i believe...happiness comes in many forms...so many pple fighting...so many pple struggling for a better life..to find this happiness sumwhere...
just go outside in the morning..when dawn is breaking...sumtimes when i;m walking to sch...looking up the sky make me feel peace at heart...the sky is so beautiful...hahahaa...ok..now i sound weird..nVM! hahahahhaa=P
for me..though i'm kind of struggling in touch rug.....sch work...none any better...family...going to be in shreds soon...but...it is cowardly and selfish for me to give up...i have sumbody hu cares for me...y hurt urself when u're going to hurt the person u love? stRIVE ON! yEAH! hahaha...when a door closes...a window opens...but dun jump out hor..hahahaa=P ok..lame...but really...there's always hope...there's always sumone hu cares...