yoyo!
hahhaa...finally have time to write my blog..my irritating cousin is taking a bath....haha..*phew...juz taught her to make stars...practise piano...do assesments..go swimming...and making a cup of m,ilo is coming up...ARGH! y ain't i paid for this..hahaha. .well..there are times when she really is nice..RAREly i mean...yyah....wonder y she so spoiled..omg..can u imagine..today my grandma came in the room to read newspaper...and my cousin(pri2 going to pri3) told her...*in chinese* y u come in the room! u dun need to go sweep the floor meh? wah ..*penGz*...i really dunnoe wad to say...scolded her later on...GRRR..1 week and 4 days more...nvm..i'm stROng...this is nothing man~ hahaha=D i have patience..yepyep...hee
him...hahaa..wild rollercoaster...love yOU! hee..our 3rd month coming liao..but oh fate has decreed that we be seperated on that day...hm..nvm..when there are more months to come..hee=) *(muachx....enjoy ur camp...and pls dun break anything during rugby friendlies k...can't bear to lose u...any part of u..)
i miss uwa...sigh..sumtimes images of everyone..standing in one line on the beach..waiting and yelling when the waves come rolling in...so nice...and warmth juz seeps right down to ur soul...also on that nite at king's park..yeah..singing together...and also staying in currie hall..and lamenting about the food...that always seem to be sandwiches and sausages and salads and beef and chicken and jerky and chips and pasta and...ahhhhhhhhh...hahahaa=P sigh...the laundrette also...mw mich and serene were there at midnight...half asleep and writing our reflections...sigh...really miss those days...those seemingly long yet short period of time..yep..let me know those whom i think i noe..yet do not know..ok...i'm blur already..wad am i toking.hahahaha..wateveR~...i'm juz glad i am able to these bunch of peepx better...yep..that even includes ms mandy..really sweet teacher..=) better jiayou for her next yr..hee~=P
mich in paris now..say have sum hot guy..haha..PJC daopok...hahaa..sigh..how i wish i can travel arnd the world too..life's too short to regret...but y am i doing so? well...i dun regret one thing though...=) and that is knowing u...getting close to u...and being part of u...US is the word.=) and u make me mad mAN! ahhhh..*paiseh* lol u mad bearish too...hahah! i'm something huh~ hehehehehe=x bleah...
i can;t stop thinking abt U!!!! ahhhhhhhh...ahhaha...wondering how was the friendly...hope u nev pop anything..*praying*...yepyep...can't forget ur scent..lol...ok...thats a bit out of point..heehee...
christmas. oh no...i've been a bad gal this yr...hahahha..well...actually every yr..how can anyone be so good...how can anyone not commit any mistakes? if so..santa pte ltd gotta close down le...=p yah...well...my bro bought this jack daniels for us to drink..and my mum ordering turkey and such stuff lah...though she dun really celebrate christmas...hahaha...yest was toking to charlene..was quiite fascinated that her grandma's house had a christmas tree..taller than HER!hahaha..think i sound like a ctry bumpkin./..its juz that i see it in movies...but didn;t noe pple will make an effort to set up trees like these...sigh..hope to have one sum day.,,really cool to put the star on the tree!! * ahem..that's me*...hee...as long as the tree dun fall down lah...=P yeah! yupyup...then all ur relatives gather...and do potluck...everyone has presents for almost EVEryone...then wine drinking...the spirit of homecoming those kind will really exist...hahah..dunnoe lah..crazy thinking of miNE...hehe~=P
next yr. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....stRESSED....A levels...hu invented THEM! hahaa..dunnoe lah...gotta SEE the J1s playing while us slogging our guts out...or trying to snowball thru the thick piles of homework and tests...sighz....playing time always seem to end...haha..reality also sumhow really muz set in...gonna step on it now...hahah..though i shld really study a bit before sch starts=x hee....yeah...not doing well next yr will be letting everybody down and myself down as well...so much expectations and pressure set on me...juz becoz i had 10 pts...uGh...i am always the sibling to be supposed to do well...i have to do well or my parents will lose face as compared to those other relatives who will brag..or colleagues...then my mum willl cum home and say,,oh u noe,.,,the whose and whose son or daughter...went to NUS...or dunnoe how many As....then the topic will veer to me...WHy can;t u do bettER!!!!! hahaa...yeah...the harsh reality of life...~
suddenly remembered when i was young...when i did well...my mum never praised me...always asked hu is the top..if i'm not...then ask me y i'm not the top...i'm also being compared to other pple's daughters...if my bro did well in sumthing...i am also expected to do well at that...well...ps...y am i saying so many WELL*....haha..dunnoe...quite strict upbringing...lian now chalet also cannot go..sumtimes wonder hu am i living for...but hey...i gotta have to shoulder sum responsiblities in life..yepyep...hahaha..think i am indeed a scorpio...i can easily sink into depressions if i wan...yep...but i'm optimistic!!! yeah!...wad for live ur life in a gloomy and unhappy state..when most of ur time u're cursing life for making u this way...
i'm not gonna curse life...coz fate has brought u to me...=) sigh....bliss of life..hahaha=P juz realised i've given a lot of firsts to u...but i've never regretted any of them...=) hee..(nothing notti about this sentence ok..) yepyep...*muachx...thinking of u~...6 more days...countdown.