jingLE beLLS!!! elaine's the best...serene lays an EGG! hahaha...michelle farts...serene snores..MERRY CHRISTMAS to aLL....! =D

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!! HOHOHO. ok..lame...wahahaha....hehe...actually feeling quite bored now...but dunno y...having a mixture of inexplicable happiness and sympathy...=)

gonna play with colours once again...ain't colours woNDERFul? they make up most of the things in ur life...and hardly anyone bothers muxh about it..hahaha..o..i'm digressing again..haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY pOOTY BOY!!!!!!!!! i love my pootpoot..hehe...he's the cutest..bestest..wonderfullest...watevernest...i love hiM!!! hehee....my lovely christmas baby...he's furry and cutey...he licks me and sneezes on my face...he shits everywhere..and constantly (prob puRPOSELY) wees on the wrong spot...despite all of that...i love him frm head to tail...POOTPOOT! u're the beST!...i'm gonna make u a delicious...scrumptious...dinner...juz sum tender loving chicken slices...topped with cans and cans and unlimited cans of ...canned dog food...hahahahaa...wheeee...love my pooty boy~ =P

merry xmas once again...and i'm yearning to hear the xmas song.."chestnuts roasting on the open fire...blah blah blah blah....."...paiseh..dunnoe the lyrics...hahaha..yesterday tot it was going to b miserable...cannot spend with hIM....the whole family is asleep...pooty included....and i'm the only awake person..hu tries to down sum whisky..but realise it tastes quite aWful....so settles on one can of jolly shandy...but still didn't feel JOLLY...ha~ but my darling was still the best...sigh....

SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahaa...he surprised me...sighx...*loving u with all my heaRt*... where else can i find a wonderful bearbear hu wanders arnd my house at 1 am...with his worst pair of shoes on...hope ur legs feels much better todAY...=) love ya...u shldn't have done that...but i love u to do that...but...but..hahaha..dunoe lah... i was touched...but yet heart ache when i see u limping...sighhhh...yah..u hAr...silly beary...chey..but u're the BEST!!!!!!!!!!!! *muachx...it juz seems so easy to let my world revolve arnd u...=) merry christmas dear...

merrry merry xmas to all my frens too!!!! hahaha...i love all of U!!! and i am looking forward to meet u all next yR!!!!!! hahhaa..shld i make my new yr resolutions NOW??..hmm mayb a bit early...yEAh..hhaa...yepyep...

sigh...can't wait for tuesday to come...

my cousin is going back tommorow i tink...OH NO...i forgot abt using colours..

haha..well its christmas...gonna have a kind of feast tonite i guess...hehe...but no presents..aWWWW...nvm..i have the love of families...frens...and beaRy...hee=)
its enough...no need to doubt anything juz because of wad keng ee said...i almost cried yesterday actually...coz wat he said made me feel helpless...and doubt actually filled me...sighx...wateevr...shldn't be harbouring sad tots on this wonderful yet dreary day...coz u're not here beside me...

now then do i understand wad "so near yet so far" really means...