bad day 2 days in a row. life sucks. esp without u. sighzzzz....

now in my bro's room reading his blog...he is gushing abt his newly bought lord of the rings gaMe....hahaha...i also quite excited to share his excitement with him actually....but he how oLD liaO! wahahha...dunno him lah...hope he faster find a job soon..then he dun need to keep nursing his wound..caused by a vicious woman....hahaha...(my bro may kill me if he reads this)....lol=P dunno lah...think that its stoopid...feel like strangling that girl...i mean..hu want to get engaged so fast...21 yrs old leh....at least wait for the guy to be stable in most of the things like...income..or job...or watever...my BRO juz turn 21 and she wanna get married and have kids...PLS LAH~ and beCAuse they have disagreements on the engagement issue...she wanan break up...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....wads wrong with the world...duNno lah....ahaha..my bro IS REALLY going to kill me.hahaha...die.yah..

christmas...i can't wait for my cousin to go hOME....ok lah..i noe i'm being really mean...but i really wan her to get off my back...she really have sum attituDE proB can...but she do have a quick mouth. prospects of being a lawyer. yep. christmas...is also a time for NEW begginnings....yay! when she's gone. wahahaa....k...being a meany now... sighx...new beginning for a yr of study....heLp.

last 2 days. shit. hhaha...yah...can't help but describe it as shit. i dun wanna msg u...coz u're busy with stuff...juz time n again pop by with a msg or two...haha..if i keep msging according to the number of times i miss u...u may deem me as a psycho maniac..lol~ this 2 days were...again...shit. mum's relentless scoldings...ARGH! i do love her a lot...but sumtimes she gets on ur nerve...that u really feel like asking her to bug off...but hey..she's still my mum... she scold me for sum small thing...then she'll bring up other stuff....then make it into such a big thing...then sum things i did...she also everything nag me...and SCOLD ME...sumtimes i can;t notice the diff btw her nagging and scolding..it sounds the same..seriOUSly. yah..haha...yepyep...when i'm angry...and pissed off...even if u accuse me wrongly i'll keep quiet...dunNo y...mayb i shld try one day of scolding back..but i'm trained that way since young...no talking back...coz u're get it twice as hard...ha. the memories ~ anyone afraid of my mum now? hahaa..no lah...she's really a great person...juz tt she makes a mount chudalup out of a small hOle...ok...mayb u shld try mount everest...

i've been dreaming and wanting to run into ur arms...so down...felt so v down...but sumtimes u gotta handle ur probs urself...esp when u're not there..=) its ok...i can still feel u...i'm glad u're ok=) though was worried when u told me u're sick...sighx...take care wor~

been toking much with andrew these days...but when i was angry he send sum lame msg back..ahhhh....want to strangle him...wahahaha stoopid guy~ to andrew...U OWE me a TREAT....DUN forgET! yah....

love is like a piece of artwork...even the smallest bit can be so beautiful.