my heart is cringing in pain as tears threaten to sting my eyes...

She found out a small detail today. The more you try to hide something, the more suspicious you look. But the fact that she became very sad due to that small weird behavior, means that she's gonna be moody for a bit. I can't imagine the situation if that becomes permanent.....

sigh.

Job hunting is quite tedious in fact. im picky and alot of jobs require experience. like wth.

2 more HELL weeks before school ends... but the hell still persist till 5th May. I DON FUCKING CARE! GONNA club on 5th May. Cheers to short-lived freedom and drink away the woes.