i am so tired. SO so tired.

I got so many things to do.

I try to be there for u. But u are also being difficult in a way.

I KNOW u are the one hurt.

BUT I AM TOO! you are in worse hurt.

i CANNOT BE THERE FOR U 247!

please just solve urself. PLEASE just solve it.

I want to run away.

Maybe i shld be the one jumping down instead.

U lash out at me.

I AM NO FUCKING PROFESSIONAL HELP counsellor!

I AM Already trying. I have never been good at tension. I have never been good at comforting people. I try to rationalise to u. I try to not hurt u. I AM ALREADY TRYING. WHAT ELSE U want me to do. Stop emo blackmailing me.

I am so tired.

i dun freaking care if this is my ranting spot. I dun freaking care if everyone in the world sees this and think i am some weird emo kid.

I AM SO FUCKING TIRED!