ignorant bastard. selfish shit.

whenever i make any wishes, or pleas to any god, all of those can easily bring tears to my eyes.

Why allow hurt to persist? Why do you drag things when you already lost all your hope and dreams, including happiness for the rest of your life? Why are men so foolish? So stupid. So very stupid and dumb. Just sticking with habits, attaching tightly to somethings that is not there anymore.

When i watch movies, things that happen between the parents always cause children to turn out just the way they are. Scared and afraid to commit the same mistakes or just simply become as warped as the parents themselves.

Think serial killers or perverted offenders. Think of people who are afraid to commit for fear of marriages that they had seen fall apart so miserably through their very own young naive eyes.

I have no idea whether the fault lies in the parents or just simply a matter of fate.