i am dead tired.

I so want an A.

Where is it.

So damn fucking elusive.

ARgh. why can't other people share such strive with me?

WHy must I do everything on my own?

Eyelids drooping..i feel like puking right now. Nauseous.

Is it because I'm too tired? 8-8 non stop work.

Seriously its time to sleep. But I can't.

Conscience.

Nagging lazy will.

Where am I?

I wanna get out more. I wanna join a sport. I wanna learn rollerblading. I wanna go ice skating before jurong east's one closes down. I wanna go kboxing. I wanna go sentosa and suntan even though I noe at my age now too much of sun is gonna make me hideous next time. I wanna go exercise. I wanna eat lesser. I wanna taste the good food in life. Most of all, I wanna travel. I wanna spend time with jason. I wanna have a happier family. I wanna spend more time with my friends. I am so freaking gonna conquer Standard Chartered 2008 on December 7th. I wanna quickly finish my projects. I want As. I wanna be someone else. I wanna be myself. I wanna be a better person. I want to be popular. I want to be alone. I want to watch all the anime/hentai/movies/dramas in the world. I wanna escape from escapism. I wanna all the things in the world.

I can't achieve all those wants in my life. Still, I really have to wanna cherish what I have. Right now, my 1st cherished item is my bed and 2nd is pootpoot to hug to sleep. Or perhaps, life gotta come 1st. I'm glad I've got me.