Bored. Yet again. WHEN IS THE BLOODY AUTHOR GOING TO GET BACK TO ME!!! i so dilligent, wanna strive for him, yet he isn't giving me an inch of a chance. rahhhh

whatever..

sigh~ nowadays like never really at home.. feel quite guilty.. and kinda miss the peace i derive when I am just lounging in the dining room surfing net, or watching anime or reading some hentai manga *kekekeke*. no LAH! hahaha

I dun mind watching discovery channel while I'm ironing as well...

I miss going to library to spend my time just browsing through the amazing array of books there...

I miss spending time with my smelly pootpoot (provided he doesn't pee everywhere)..

But then again, I miss going out and chill with my frens..(without feeling so tired from the work), after work meet them also not v shuang.. coz usually even though i got not much to do at work.. just being physically there drains me..

I can't really imagine how I am going to surviv in such an environment..

Recently I've been thinking about what I would like to do in future.. I've always been more inclined to the writing/reading side..what mass communication lah...

Sigh. Am i really cut out for that? Being a housewife is the LAST option for me i tell u.
No way am I going to live my life serving my husband. Not even for Jason will i do that subserviently ok...

Business woman. I dun really have that drive to reach the top pinnacle.. I just want a peaceful life.. but of coz not filled with financial worries lah..

Journalism. After failing that scholarship, I learnt that through that experience I am really not that interested after all. I dun even read the newspapers for goodness sake. And that is damn terrible. But of coz now is better lah.. ahhaha i have so much time at work i can just devour the whole of the channelnewsasia.com.

sigh. Sounds bleak rite. My mum keeps saying FASS is like so lousy.. dumping ground lah.. pple sure go become teachers in the end lah..

TEACHER? no way. I will prob be like the japanese and go on a killing spree when my restraint breaks. MAUHAHAHAA great. I just went onto the FBI list. who cares. those little brats.. to handle one or two already amounts alot for me.. to take up a WHOLE CLASS of them. hell. throw grenade ah!! HAHAHAA bleahx. no lah i where got so bad. I am like how innocent can. hohohohO~~ cute but too hard to handle.

I think rite now..what interests me quite a lot is kinda event planning or something movie related or magazine related. hahaha guess that's a bit PR rite. sobx. another person eat people sphere... am i up to it?

Shucks. look like i'm not really cut out for much stuff. Mayb i shld just rot my life away in Pearson............

BORED!!!! HELP!!! i want something exciting!!! on the move!! i complain lots but doesn't mean i dun like it!!!

I miss baby=( though I just saw him like... 10 hours ago.. but i'm already missing him!!! haha

I miss home. I miss my dad who's overseas.. hurry come home..... TO PACK THE HOUSE!!! hahaha no lah. i really must try to cherish my family more.. where wld i be without them. Where will i go i life if they are not there.. *muachx* i love ~