my exact feelings.. studying studying studying.. really dunno what to expect for my results this sem I feel so lazy and though I feel so terrible that i shld be this relaxed. Is it becoz I am already prepared? All the sems before this.. i will be scribbling my notes vigorously even till the night before the exam day itself. This semester, i am like.. erm. laxing around.. dillydally.. finish notes le.. just need to memorise thats all.. i even have time to read manga. damn.

Maybe i am just a fool who thinks she can always be as lucky as she has always been.. ever since i went to university i realised that although I am the best in one island, I am not on another bigger island. What an arrogant prick I have been. sighx~
No matter what.. I really wish for exams to finish.. wonder what I shld do..hmm

1. read manga
2. watch more anime
3. exercise yeah man.. need tons of that.
4. shopping *where the hell am i to get money for that!*
5. oh yah. i got my internship to worry about.
6. Moving house. Need to set up my livejournal to sell stuff. wonder whether anyone wld even buy.
7. play viwawa mahjong.
8. stone.
9. jason so busy so probably only can go out with him during weekend..=(=(=(

My life is so mundane. Can't wait to move to the new house, get a new oven and learn how to bake really yummy stuff. HAHAHA learn how to cook. THough i am so damn lazy.

Piano really interests me again. I am going to tune the piano too when i have moved. After watching Nodame Cantabile, raelly sparked off my love for classical all over again. *dreamy mood*... CHIAKI is so damn CUTE!!!! GYABOOOOOOOO!~~~~~ hehehehe
Been practising Sonatina these days.. thats my only classical material anyway. hahaha

I wanna learn rollerblading. I wanna cycle. I wanna play badminton. I wanna enjoy life. I want much more than this.

there must be something there that wasn't there before..(beauty & the beast) REALLY NICE!


OH YAH!. HELP ME DECIDE PPPLE!!!

how should I cut my hair.. i can't stand the grotesque mess living atop my head any

longer!!!!!!!

hmm not say cut lah.. just wanna do something about it. trim, cut or dye or perm...

SHould i rebond?omg.. look at my eyebags. Revolting~

OR should i perm..
ps: of coz it wun look like this laaa


hmm.. jason want me to rebond.. but nice meh.. scarely it damage my hair *although its already in a disastrous state* It will also look very flat rite...my face so fat le still make my hair plastered to my face...

If perm.. i prob look older and there may b a chance that my face look fatter. ARGH!!!!! Go bald better...
Dunno see my mood or become influenced by friends in time to come.

I have to to marvel at my brother and his girlfriend. With the troubles and fences that he have to stride over or clamber or dig hole, I applaud him for his tenacity and determination. Sigh~ what would the future bring seriously.

FANGFANG! WHAT ARE U HOLDING!! *gasps*


hohoho.. nope. not a dildo lah.. its a mini fan! she hates the hot weather here.. BUT SERIOUSLY. the weather is going nuts. SO DAMN BLOODY HOT I TELL U!! At nite, in the day and from the moment I step out of the air conditioning room, I feel as if a mtf big hot blowing fan is whirring rite in front of my face and evolving me in a sauna. SO damn hot. to the point i am going to wear a bikini soon. good rite. make pple feel cold. HAHAHA i am so socially conscious. tsktsk

My happy brother=) U noe i love u!! hahah=p

The other day I was so exhilarated when I saw an Esprit. can't believe myself. Any shop wld suffice for me at that time.

really liked this top.. look like can wear to work. BUT DAMNATION. its so transparent and the boob part is like going to explode. what to do.. its an S.
HAHAHHAHAHAHA I saw the cutting like quite big just wanna try it out. Guess not for me.~

I MISS U BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK U SUCK BIG TIME!!! BUT AT THE SAME TIME U"RE EVERYTHING TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sobx.this preoccupied specimen.

ANywwaaaaeee.. THis look of me reveals volumes of my feelings in anticipation for the end of exams. Things still shrouded at home but I guess something is true in all aspects and stages of our life.

LIFE. GOES. ON.