what is love. i have no idea. my house is like an empty shell. no one is ever around. is is better to have none of it or experience the shittiness of it first hand. i feel such a weak person. a person of weak character. i never knew how to comfort pple. i dunno how to give advice. i grew up in such an environment where retorts are reacted with a slap or the use of the cane. questions at the wrong times are the worst thing u cld ever do. all i had to do was to study study study excelling in my studies. now. what has it all become of. excelling for what use. i feel like the worst abomidable irriting wuss..haha..just like what andrew used to call me...haha..sissy wuss. anyway. YAY. i finally reached to the last day ..oops not last. hA. its just a term break. my english test is SHIT. iam going to fail it. i'm lagging behind in philo lectures. completely regret taking it. haha will miss shaowen..sigh..
yay. DOUBLE YAY. i FINALLY learnt how to put on the fake eyelashes! hehehe...nicenicenicenice..i can make up for my eyebrows by adding more volume at my eyes there..but..i still look weird. hell. i think from the picture cannot see...but its like when u accomplish sum thing u feel so cam whorey! hahaha i tink i look a bot scary here..heck man.

woohoo. i am such a slut. haha..clad in my towel and trying to look sexy. hell.

lemme introduce her. haha she is my newest good friend...we are always following each other around..haha..she is as shameless as me..Victoria-san. look how bu yao lian she is..wahaha..tou pai herself with my camera. *faintz. hahaha

3 hrs later...now..ha. parents on talking terms.. watever manx. think few days or weeks later will happen again...old habits die hard.

i love pootpoot so much!! whee=D

he is probably tormented instead of being happy.

hmm..this is a day when i went to eat dim sum with my baby @ dragongate restaurant at harbourfrnt..oh yah. NEXT MONDAY GOING BEACH!!! wooHOO~~ i love the beach..can sun tan..ahha.. but one bad thing about that is that white spots will appear on my face..last time touch rugby also lyk tt..the doctor say its not fungi growth but instead its an overdose of sunlight..weirrd rite.lol. hehe..i got DELICATE SKIN maa..hehee..i so demure n innocent and fragile...ANYONE WANNA TAKE CARE OF ME? hehee..

hmm..then we went to chinatown and we spotted a number of fashion disasters!!! UGH...i hate seeingt those...those pple..have such great bods..unlike me..but yet they dress to KILL AND make pple faint can..esp those kind hu think anykind of leggings are nice esp lace and stripy ones with like shocking colours to make u pee in ur pants once u see them wear it. HELL> IF it doesn't look nice and there are too many layerings and the colours dun match..PLSPLSPLS DO NOT wear them. i think personally just plain black are nice. a bit of lace depend on what u are wearing overall. in short, leave the leggings to the jappies. we singaporeans can't carry them off esp with so little makeup smacked on our faces. we probably look like going on a trip to the wet market. and of coz dun wear the same kind of patterns. that time in lecture i saw this girl wearing the SAME pattern lah...u noe the craze now is black aand white lines? oh poolllisss..DUN WEAR it throughout ur whole body.... the inner top is black n white. the outer cropped cardigan is black n white, the skirt is BLACK N WHITE..no need to say..yes..the LEGGINGS are freaking BLACK N WHITE. ahhhhhhhhhhhh...*runs away to hide* criminal on the loose can..ha the only differnce on her whole outfit is the differnce in the width of the lines. oops..better not be so mean..ahhah hey..my meaness is just starting.

on wed was my 2nd yr anniversary..I LOVE U BABY!! *muachx. u're my all.=) thank u for loving me and encouraging me to be confident in what i do..=) he gave me a bottle and inside is pasta..every pasta stick has a writing of "I love you because..." so i pick a stick and it says like.."you love me" or "u are pretty" *ahemz* hahahaha so sweet rite..haha..i gave him a card and an MOS cd..so sian rite..sigh..how creative can i get man..lol

i have no idea why i look nice here..mayb my phone has a slimming effect. HAHA too bad.i luv my phone.

hmm..my hp no batt so cld only afford to take 2 pictures..sigh. hahah.. 2 pics for 2 yur anniversary=) he took me to furama riverfrnt hotel...food quite nice ba=) all that matters is being there with him.

and that nite i really went to MOS! yeah..the drinks aare not cheap..but i love the cranberry vodka..the red bull vodka was nice too.=) ok here goes. THERE was this PRC guy...HELLO wear a white Tshirt with folded up sleeves...already look like pasar malam..nvm..he tuck the shirt all the way in..wore a brown belt n blue jeans. it was 10 pm and u noe..no one really dances at that time..HE WENT in to DANCE! And his dancing methodology was tucking both his hands into the pockets sway side to side, turing in circles and make the rocking sign to match the RnB music. (rockin sign= 3rd n 4th finger down) HELP!! jason handed me the bottle and ask me to go smash his head. ahahha.. it was really hilarious.lolx..see..i am damn mean.

i can't wait to go to the beach. have i mentioned that? hehe gotta do assignment and project discussions..think one of the guy in my project grep quite cute...but not the stable type..he prob go for THAT TYPE of girls...so i can't really be botherd.heh

oh yah/..tt day i ate DORAEMON mooncake with my baby!! so cute rite!! hahaa..me n the yue bing..