hmm..just now put a dog treat in my pants..then didn't noe where it went...sigh..pootpoot barking at me ..damn.and he ate my pad today..damn.
depressed.
dun worry..haha..my depression is over...it was really terrible actually...i was feeling like the worst creature on earth...i wallowed in self pity and cried so much..haha...i cries the whole saturday...i really panicked..didn;t noe what happened to me..i kept trying on many clothings...i looked like a freak..a fat bum who is so useless...so ugly..i started sobbing..uncontrollably...i sobbed all the way to orchard in the car...then my mum told me she didn't wanna look at my "fart face" then she told me to go away. well..i went away of coz..sighx.
but my baby solved it all...
thank you darling..without you..there isn't a me..without you..life will be so difficult. i really felt like ending my life...(ps: xingle told me go ahead) haha..no lah..i dun blame u xingle..just felt really down...i wanted to cry..but it was in the office..so..yah.=)
PAP won! well...obvious isn't it...but its a surprise that chiam see tong still stayed..yepx
i bought an eyeliner! woohoo! and eye shadows...damn ex can...my heart darn pain...the brush i better buy cheapcheap.hA
i miss my darling..that wonderful evening was the best eVER!! *faintz* hahahaa=P
hmm...tried to put on the eyeliner...thickthick look like pple box me and my mum say i look like egyptian...think i put lightlight not bad..kind of open my eyes a teeny weeny bit..
sighx...everyone getting thinner by the miliseconds...while i am left behind..behold..the new door plug.Me.
hey thats kinda funny. lol. and no letter frm ntu as well..HURRY UP LAH...then let me do the decision making....dragdragdrag...think i am really a gone case...all had essays to prove their worth..while me? i didn't even noe hu is the present indonesian president..i put megawati can...*diaox..
candy is WORSE! haha..she say megawati is thailand's president..
shall end this entry with a meaningful quote..
Friends are like credit cards, you need them forever...

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