i'm soooooooooooooooooooo sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sob.....so sad...so sad.....it hurts...trully...it really hurts so much....i feel lyk crying...wad an irony...my blog encourage to stay happy....but i can';t.......
i've been in nc so long.....wad i have juz learned hurts damn much....so much...
have i been bias? does my part truly hate me? do they?????????????????????!!!!!!!! they actually can't wait for me to ord....help me god...the truth kinda hurts...i can;t help it...shucks...=)
hiding behind this facade is actually a sad person....y does all this turn out tis way? 4 yrs...and i've enjoyed every one...cherished it so much....but...i actually never do anything for my part in this past yr..nothing....their attitude is still as normal as be4...they misunderstand...wad the hell....but still...they're my part...love them sooo much....haha...well....juz gotta do a lot more to make up 4 the lost time...wish me luck.=)
bet xingle's part will cry lyk SHIT....coz she has done so much for them...and i'm sure she has made a huge impact on them...for me????/ HUH....now then i realised...not that i feel irritated that xl keep toking abt her part...feel that she cares for them more than her frens...in true fact...i'm jealous of her...in true fact...i'm jealous of the way her part cherish her....
Monday, July 14, 2003
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