tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38857892012-01-26T09:18:07.547+08:00stay HAPPY!it is not how u win the race. its how u run it.
ALL photos posted on this blog are subjected to copyright. All rights reserved.elainenoreply@blogger.comBlogger4541100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-5157189938867773242011-11-07T11:36:00.002+08:002011-11-07T11:49:55.153+08:00It's been so long since I last said something on this virtual space.I've just been going on and on with work.. getting absorbed into it, just doing the day-to-day stuff.One year later from the time when I've just received news of my first job.. this post is going to announce.. the news of quitting my first job.. and looking for the second. :SThings didn't go my way, people who try to harm me at elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-50782175644885825232011-05-06T17:27:00.002+08:002011-05-06T17:29:48.741+08:00I am so bored at work.Don't know whether this is what I initially set out to do.But am glad that a recent effort of mine paid off. And boss actually attributed it all to her idea of flash mob. WTF. the client commented that it was passe during the presentation. AND SHE STILL claimed all the rewards. OH WHATEVER. -_-I hope life gets better. I hope life gets more fulfilling. I hope I take away elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-38039611233249205422011-02-13T23:19:00.002+08:002011-02-13T23:29:30.151+08:00im feeling so unhappy and have no place to express it except this derelict blog with cobwebs hanging from it due to my lack of usage/update.i don't understand why i feel so lonely.should i be voicing out my unhappiness that you're always so busy?should i be more understanding when you have all the right reasons to be busy due to work?am i still facing transitional problems? or is it just my work elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-51456449328278091682010-08-18T00:09:00.002+08:002010-08-18T00:13:58.685+08:00It's amazing how some secret yearnings and hidden feelings can just sneak up once again and bite you. Aptly described in a diff context, it never even started but it was so true and real. How easy it is to give a part of you away.But once passed, once given up, it's too late to turn back. All that's left to do is to move on, cherish what you have and try to ignore the invisible things that tug elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-24478305950384030942010-08-14T23:05:00.000+08:002010-08-14T23:36:17.701+08:002 more weeks to the start of my working life. As for Sandy, its one more day of countdown. HAHA!~ I think for anyone who starts work, the first day would be the most intimidating and nerve-wrecking one. In my case, I am ALREADY imagining how it would be like and racking my brains over what to wear, what to say and how friendly I should be.For example, what should I say when I first step into the elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-38690349887645539432010-08-06T23:21:00.004+08:002010-08-06T23:41:39.300+08:00Today was quite a memorable and poignant day of my life. The notification of my first JOB! :):)~~~~~WHEEEE!!!!!~~~~The boss called me and told me that they are going to accept me! The company is a local homegrown PR agency who has done a number of high-profile cases! I am both excited yet apprehensive at the same time, due to the amount of prep work I need to do, the type of person that I must elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-34380455106407320702010-08-03T16:11:00.003+08:002010-08-03T16:37:10.439+08:00My brother's wedding is in 4 days times!Bet he's very excited. haha~ IN any case, I feel that wedding really takesup alot of money. So if u ain't got the cash, don't get married. ahahh! As for me, being a bridesmaid and being happy for my bro, guess spending is a necessary thing. (my parents pay though). hohoho.. feel quite bad also.Getting a white dress is no easy thing for a plus size girl man.elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-77209997173738668222010-08-02T11:17:00.002+08:002010-08-02T11:21:16.623+08:00:)They finally called me.Teehee~I really really hope that I can get the job. I wanna start doing something, start contributing, start challenging myself, start lamenting how tough the things are and how irritating some particular person is...etc.I really really hope they won't ask me to converse in Chinese tomorrow. *crosses fingers*But if they really hire me, I will definitely go sign myself up elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-61421672985525860302010-07-29T23:52:00.001+08:002010-07-29T23:52:48.990+08:00I WANT A JOB DAMMIT!CALL ME!!!!RAHHHHHHHHelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-23928651388606925452010-07-16T12:29:00.002+08:002010-07-16T12:56:59.049+08:00Yippeee!!!Got an interview scheduled on Monday :)The hotel replied quite fast and the person spoke like a whirlwind. hahaha. Although the hotel is small, but starting from there and gaining experience will be quite cool. Different market for a boutique hotel. I LIKE! I really hope I can get it. hmmm actually.. I don't even know what position am I going to get. She just told me to come down for anelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-49819730124165590992010-07-15T21:37:00.007+08:002010-07-15T22:07:35.743+08:00Sun Tanning with Cherryn @ Sentosa(2 weeks ago~)Haha.. it was quite random. And i wanted to wear the dress i bought from Cambodia anyway~ lolx. :DSo.. off we went to Sentosa Siloso Beach! When was the last time I have been to the beach man... -_-..This explains why we are like damn excited!! ahahhaaThe fascinated Cherryn~AND the bewildered me after seeing all the changes made to Sentosa.AWESOME! elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-39732113870042100542010-07-15T20:01:00.003+08:002010-07-15T20:04:14.817+08:00Proud of myself today.Accomplishments:1. read the newspaper2. Sent in 11 job applications3. 2.5kg down in 4 daysJIAYOU ELAINE! :)elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-4047615157425961052010-07-13T20:55:00.002+08:002010-07-13T20:59:22.987+08:00Today is my Commencement Day 2010. It is the day I graduate from university, and also the best day I had in AGES. Not really so much of friends-wise..not so much of nostalgia or reflections that I have of NUS.Most of all, it will be commemorated by me, as the best day that I had in ages... no quarrels, no disharmony.Happiness really blossomed in my heart today.We were really a family. We were elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-36990458571842059292010-07-08T23:32:00.002+08:002010-07-08T23:43:18.776+08:00why do u keep doing all the i wanna jump down stunts.I am so fucking fed up with all this.as for the other..why do u keep ignoring and living the life u actually don't want to lead? Hurting yourself and others who harbour hope. Letting them down and being hot and cold at different times. just do what u set out to do long ago.either fucking solve the damn problem, or lead the facade life.elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-36321034968727205962010-07-06T07:37:00.002+08:002010-07-06T07:50:18.719+08:00haha just something random.I was looking through a sketch book and I saw what I've drawn like back in 2002...like perhaps.. sec 3? wahahah!!Ying Mu Hua Dao.. the main characterBack in those days, I was in love with Slam Dunk.. still is coz the comics are great! :) But I took the effort to even draw them out..copy themthis is the girl whom he likesand his coach. MUHAHAHA the big gorilla~So cute~ Ielainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-91802365475723214282010-06-11T21:50:00.002+08:002010-06-11T22:09:22.517+08:00I wonder how men can be so insensitive sometimes.What's with the taken for grantedness? Just because we women are there for you, does not mean we do not need your help. It doesn't mean we will not appreciate just the 'asking' or noticing the fine details that you used to.seriously, they're frm your side..why don't you take the initiative? We do not necessarily need to put in all those extra elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-84973694526524300202010-06-10T17:04:00.008+08:002010-06-10T18:40:02.830+08:00 After a long week of slight depression and moodiness, brought about by dollops of self-doubt, boredom and self-pity, yesterday's outing that consisted of shopping (endlessly) @ Ion & clubbing at Butter made me feel much better:)*though the money that flowed out didn't help things.* and for the sake of Candy and Aida (facebookless pple)... HAHA! I shall post my pictures here elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-75252020767301940062010-06-04T14:48:00.002+08:002010-06-04T14:50:04.806+08:00AHHHHHHHHHHI CANNOT STAND IT!!! I CAnnot stand watching the taiwan show 'Down With Love' anymore!!! OMGOMGOMG.HOW CAN MY SEXY HEARTTHROB MOUTH watering JERRY YAN be with that...that. THAT ELLA?!!!!! wtf!*faints*..sobx. im the only one for him..hahahaelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-57528683381578032732010-05-14T05:20:00.002+08:002010-05-14T12:00:41.674+08:00just finished watching this korean drama about an older woman who has been hurt by marriage.. being afraid to commit once again.the hurt is definitely not easily mended and as easily as it could be said about 'time will heal all wounds', the process is really unimaginably painful.how much trust can a person put in another person in this day and age. With lovestruck promises like I will take care elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-62143597980105845822010-05-02T10:17:00.001+08:002010-05-02T10:19:31.671+08:00fed up.hate hate hate tension.so sian and my head keep whirling with all kinds of thoughts. How do u expect me to study for Wed's exam. I HAVEN't even started ANYTHING! and the readings are damn blardy thick.I hate emotions.how am I going to trust in any future marriage partner?elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-64224847782503624302010-04-26T09:25:00.002+08:002010-04-26T09:28:17.872+08:00I AM so fat now!!!AHHHHHHI can't stop eating and eating and eating and eating.I am eating every minute!my face is back to Round. everyone says my butt is back to normal.my boobs are bigger (coz fats)ARGH...... i wanna exercise!!!!and i wanna go cambodia. wonder whether i shld go... a bunch of people who i not very close to..summore 3 guys and just one other girl... hmmmmMONEY!!! EXERCISE!!! JOB!!elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-24313065023521395372010-04-11T23:54:00.002+08:002010-04-11T23:58:08.619+08:00i am so tired. SO so tired.I got so many things to do.I try to be there for u. But u are also being difficult in a way.I KNOW u are the one hurt.BUT I AM TOO! you are in worse hurt.i CANNOT BE THERE FOR U 247!please just solve urself. PLEASE just solve it.I want to run away.Maybe i shld be the one jumping down instead.U lash out at me.I AM NO FUCKING PROFESSIONAL HELP counsellor!I AM Already elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-24928477682592679662010-04-07T08:39:00.002+08:002010-04-07T08:43:17.776+08:00second day: awoke to tension and tears. and now of course..still more tears.when would all these stop.Go away. go away. Crying is such a useless yet such a shiok thing. can really relieve one's tension.my thoughts today--maybe i want you to come back. But even so, is it possible even?elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-4249473842492802962010-04-06T22:17:00.002+08:002010-04-06T22:19:03.940+08:00right now, im at the lowest, lowest, lowest point of my life.What is the future.To stay or leave.Is it up to me or maybe there is no choice after all?Or maybe that choice has already been made but has been delayed.My view right now on the 1st day: Don't delay. Just fucking go.elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-6991133610977687022010-04-02T20:37:00.003+08:002010-04-02T20:44:30.633+08:00my heart is cringing in pain as tears threaten to sting my eyes...She found out a small detail today. The more you try to hide something, the more suspicious you look. But the fact that she became very sad due to that small weird behavior, means that she's gonna be moody for a bit. I can't imagine the situation if that becomes permanent.....sigh.Job hunting is quite tedious in fact. im picky and elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-66512132668674728542010-03-22T23:33:00.002+08:002010-03-22T23:48:40.089+08:00It has been a rather eventful day... getting through two friggin individual presentations, which thankfully is quite slack, coz can read off notes when presenting..if not i tell u.. memorise like shit. When I say shit, its really quite jialat. Imagine a reading that is 70 plus pages, and you gotta read it off google books and summarise the damn thing into ppt slides to present to the class. And Ielainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-32984819370722400092010-03-20T14:23:00.003+08:002010-03-20T14:25:08.494+08:00I suddenly found Kelly Clarkson's Because of You very relevant and truthfulto what I am facing..I will not make the same mistakes that you didI will not let myself cause my heart so much miseryI will not break the way you didYou fell so hardI've learned the hard way, to never let it get that farBecause of youI will never stray too far from the sidewalkBecause of youI learned to play on the safe elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-21027295175748992082010-03-11T19:44:00.002+08:002010-03-11T19:52:52.195+08:00Stupid woman.True, I have no right to say that of jack neo's wife, because I am not in her shoes. I am not in her spotlight, being scrutinized by millions and in front of so many flashing cameras. I am not her, having to think of her family, the humiliation she have to face from now on, her children who are implicated in this shitty mess.ALL BECAUSE OF THE MAN.fuck balls.if I were her.. what elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-70397740610138597952010-03-08T19:49:00.002+08:002010-03-08T20:09:45.931+08:00its the last sem.Not very fulfilling so far and its already week 8. Oh Ma god.Deadlines gushing in. Soon to be caught within the flurry of activities.these few days have been depressing for me, thinking of the same ole issues that make me feel very angry, sad, depressed and useless.Was just staring out of the window on the bus 151 today, feeling real lousy and low..miss my baby so much. he has toelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-41937219173911245502010-02-04T17:16:00.003+08:002010-02-04T17:32:06.687+08:00Nw my curls are gone. hahah back to dry looking messy frizzy hair. Oh well. When I have enough funds amassed, I shall go for a perm. Think I kinda like it. Baby likes it too:)I feel so drifty this semester. Doesn't even feel like sem has started. But things are gradually heating up, though I'm not feeling it yet. Deadlines and assignments are piling up. But I guess the festive cheer and elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-52751683763458154802010-01-30T02:13:00.010+08:002010-01-30T04:19:13.159+08:00I was looking through the facebook pictures that i've put of myself online.. untagging myself off many fugly photos which i have once thought I actually looked good in.*THIS IS WHAT SLeepless pple do...*It is very amazing how change is constant in our lives and how our mindsets of what looks good or not, pretty or not, follows along with age/space/time!HENCE,in order to keep things improving asmyelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-74086006622559907432010-01-22T13:57:00.002+08:002010-01-22T14:29:43.757+08:00Why do I hate reading newspapers even though I will feel so much more informed and a step closer to understanding issues that are so pertinent to me living my everyday life?Simple.They are just so depressing.Every day, newspapers just spring up bolded headlines which shout **** DEAD/ *** Tensions Rise/ *** Global warming/ Accident/Murder/etc. Whatever conflicting issue you can think of. It's elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-8253784145252553132010-01-17T18:55:00.002+08:002010-01-17T19:08:33.216+08:00ignorant bastard. selfish shit.whenever i make any wishes, or pleas to any god, all of those can easily bring tears to my eyes.Why allow hurt to persist? Why do you drag things when you already lost all your hope and dreams, including happiness for the rest of your life? Why are men so foolish? So stupid. So very stupid and dumb. Just sticking with habits, attaching tightly to somethings that is elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-28501495292398643662009-12-20T00:06:00.000+08:002009-12-20T01:17:34.389+08:00One whole month of slacking. With the blurring of the days and nights..enmeshed and warping into each other.. sleeping at 530am.. waking up at 2/3pm. Can't wait for the results to be out, on 22nd, so as to wake me up from my dreaming.What a semester I must say. Reflecting upon it, I made many friends...was in a whole lot of shit and hell to go through because of 4207. Clubbing frequency increasedelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-59141661735265448962009-12-01T21:29:00.002+08:002009-12-01T21:36:54.691+08:00sigh. soo bored.aimless in life, just grasping at straws... living without reason...without meaning.Who do i live for. myself? what for.He asked me, what do i like. What would i like to do after i grad? i will start work soon..so what, i said.get good results.so what, i asked.i just said a matter of factly, get good results, so what. get good job, so what. in the end, we'll just become elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-13963789037999426892009-11-28T20:59:00.002+08:002009-11-28T21:02:25.420+08:00Was feeling really really sad last night. more so angry actually, than sad.Wanted to blog something, but even blogger fucked up on me. SO oh well.If given a chance, and if clubbing was free, drinks were free, i will go clubbing every single fucking night to get away all of this.Loud music to drown everything outThe presence of people who are there for the sake of getting something they can't get,elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-53027588942973179092009-11-03T18:07:00.001+08:002009-11-03T18:09:06.831+08:00Being so concerned about B.Conflicting emotions within me. A May not be good in every single way, but maybe.. he does strive in other aspects? Or just trying to grasp at false hopes.. straws.. to attempt making peace?What the fuck. What mockery.elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-41866936955138428372009-11-02T00:50:00.002+08:002009-11-02T01:14:08.058+08:00Eh what the hell. How come blogspot does not even give me an option to subject one of my posts to secrecy and password protection? aRGH.I seem fine these days. Finer to the point I can actually endure the presence of A. Betrayed to the point and confused with all the thin lines in between, I just choose to push it all to the backs of my mind. This gives me a 'piece of mind' among the mockery of aelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-71519238144231203082009-10-11T08:28:00.003+08:002009-10-11T23:35:34.452+08:00OUTING WITH C&Cnope. not Cycle and Carriage. More like Cherryn and Candy. hahah! =)Anway, we went out to catch the move 'September Issue' which is a sort of documentary that brings you through the process of how Vogue magazine comes out with their hottest issue of the year, the September issue. It is very important coz that is when they gota showcase all of the latest collections from the famous elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-83804705831871657352009-10-07T23:36:00.003+08:002009-10-07T23:42:34.742+08:00It is only when the sounds get muted out, the buzz sizzles out, the dim light from the night lamp standing rooted and the silence filling the air...Only then will your mind starts whirling with thoughts..I stare at my computer screen.. not knowing what to do. I don't even know what to surf, what to watch, what to read.Somehow these days.. something seems very wrong with me.Not sure why, perhaps elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-33488166987285947542009-09-03T13:46:00.007+08:002009-09-03T14:41:29.674+08:00OMG.FINALLY the normal palette is out on the bloody blogspot. But the words are like muggled up! Heck! hahah=)At the Central Library now, bumming while waiting for Vic to finish her class at 3.. Dont feel like doing alot of things these days.. I KNOW i do have lots.. (projects, brainstorming, readings, lecture revision..) BLAH!!whatever..new specs btw~First few weeks of school was hellish. Talk elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-45269740535831501302009-08-01T23:28:00.000+08:002009-08-01T23:36:53.678+08:00OH man. I really am SUPER pissed with this dumb blogspot. F IT!I cannot see the icons to even post a blardy picture....FORGET IT.It's on facebook anyway.I sinned today... ate carl's junior for dinner today... SIGHx. thinking of the whirling fries and burger bread in my tummy..SIAN!!!Coz baby was in a very tired and sian mood.. he's not having a good day... sigh~ So just pei ta to eat whatever he elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-50702815071722688922009-07-12T09:43:00.014+08:002009-07-12T10:39:20.576+08:00Been trying to lose more than 3kg this week... sigh~ no avail. just that 3.... =( irritating....But its making me feel faint..and have cold sweat if I just walk a little faster.. whatever. If that's the sacrifice I must make, then so be it.I have been going out somewhat the past 2 weeks.. there's ncc gathering, meet up with vic and get all the juicy stuff regarding her relationship. hA! and also elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-43310929966306227682009-07-04T20:05:00.007+08:002009-07-04T21:37:16.744+08:00This was the Korean concert which I went to last Saturday.Words to describe it: Madness. Nice..sort of. YOUNG. not worth the money that every kid is forking out there.It was the FT Island showcase held at St. James Powerstation, Dragonfly. One of the more famous clubs there that actually caters to the older generation. ahha! what irony~I paid a damn HUNDRED bucks just to watch an hour of their elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-85378596377301010432009-07-02T21:12:00.004+08:002009-07-04T17:28:15.843+08:00I am determined to go on a diet.I am so sick and tired of the yoyo weight. RAHHHH!!!!from Monday onwards, I am avoiding any sweet things.. *inwardly sob* such as ice cream, sweets, chocolate, soda, desserts.. etc. NO fried food. No high carbo & sugar fruits like jackfruit, mango, pineapple, durian and avocado.So till then... I shall do what Cherryn photographed me to do..EAT TO MY HEART's elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-23516730547407688322009-06-28T20:33:00.005+08:002009-06-28T21:11:48.138+08:00OMG.Today is the happiest day of my life. Ok .. not really the HAPPIEST in the sense of the word. But the thing is.. today is going well for me..=)=)I managed to drive today without having my mum scream murder into my ear. I even manage to reach Borders in one piece. haha~And guess what. I FINALLY bought a new pair of Birkenstock..same design, just greener in color.What's more, I got..A NEW MAC elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-40414411692494784252009-06-22T22:30:00.022+08:002009-06-28T22:20:16.909+08:00I am getting real bad mood swings as I grow up. I have no idea why. I get MORE irritated easily. Sigh. I really hope to curb my anger some how...I am still not losing weight though the classes are really quite fun and take a lot out of me. My joints hurt!! I guess I always keep having the thought in my mind that coz I am exercising, I can compensate by eating more. BAD BAD BAD idea. NO way this elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-70210875777952303152009-06-08T12:07:00.006+08:002009-06-08T12:24:08.000+08:00Oooo!VERY LONG never blog le. Just didn't have the mood..hahaI miss meikwan already.. she's gone back. sobs*I cannot force makeup on her le...!!!Dunno whether she coming back to singapore in the 1st place..sigh~Cherryn and Shaowen is back! That is one big happy news=) Next is wait for Xingle to come back..3 months of holiday.. 2 more months to go. What have I done for the past month?Seriously.. Ielainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-31009670833434640412009-05-18T11:36:00.028+08:002009-05-18T12:21:08.158+08:00Beeen pretty bored these days..Yup. NO Loreal.What should I do during these hols? ANYONE have lobang tell me k. hahaha=)I am probably going to take up dressmaking course..and learn some language or something..Hoho~anyway. u all wanna meet for mum mum also call me k!Speaking about mum..Mother's day was pretty bad..but still quite ok in the end=) I bought my mum some face masks and some tool to elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-64120638958306577002009-05-11T20:47:00.017+08:002009-05-11T21:13:06.865+08:00I went out on Friday with Mei Kwan! haha she's back in Singapore and she's still the same ole woman. Just perhaps fairer.. but pretty much the same..=)=) *hugs*Still got that skinny waist and arms..Was trying to fulfill one of my WANTS mapped out for myself for the holidays.. which is to read the encyclopaedia! TOTALLY FAILED.Dragged Mei kwan to the library...And she gave me yummy hazelnut elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-31253476889407492272009-05-05T20:00:00.023+08:002009-05-05T20:27:05.571+08:00YAY!!!!!!FINALLY OVER!omgomgomg. hahaha (manymany pictures of me ahead..)i was like unable to share my happiness with anyone right after the exam coz my frens had another paper in the afternoon.. but it was alright! coz I went ahead with my plan to do something to my hair!! hohOH~Before this, during the exam preparation, my hair was like superbly dry and if a spark went near it, I think my hair elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-59522168726800609162009-05-04T20:56:00.003+08:002009-05-04T20:57:46.503+08:00Secrets are not meant to be hidden. They will be found out some day. And worse, they are the ones that hurt those around you the most, ultimately yourself. Never thinking of consequences, never thinking of others.Silent tears roll down for the hurt, defenseless, the helpless.What am I supposed to do? What role am I playing in all these?elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-508865813934486172009-05-01T20:19:00.008+08:002009-05-01T20:35:15.198+08:00ONE MORE PAPER TO GO!this semester's exams weren't that great but still I can't wait for it to be over. NO use moping over it..so many things I need to do and want to do=)=)=) wheee~~After that horrifying IT paper which I left blanks.. *sigh*.. almost everyone did so (i think hopefully).. I went to watch XMEN ORIGINS-Wolverine! hahaha DAMN nice lah!I love Hugh Jackman! He looks just like my kind elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-1326600525039447362009-04-27T12:08:00.002+08:002009-04-27T12:17:56.114+08:00Just came back from the Interview at Loreal. The place..was seriously nice. Great environment. I wore a long sleeve work top and felt out of place there. Coz everyone was wearing like damn nice and trendy. wth. I was like some country bumpkin.The interview was standard and ok. But they still got more pple to interview.But the next round will be a mini test and another interview with the real elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-56117260184452114992009-04-26T13:54:00.014+08:002009-04-26T14:19:29.029+08:00WARNING: POOT POOT PICTURES OVERLOAD.heehehe. As I am staying at home most of the time studying.. pootpoot is my desired object to take photos of. He is damn sexy rite! hahahaa I look terrible at home so no pics of me.ANd of coz.. he and his eeky ball covered with saliva DNA..SLEEPY also refuse to let go...After begging for goodies.. That's when his feasting starts..*knawknaw**tear off big chunk elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-65512563441965576822009-04-24T11:07:00.002+08:002009-04-24T11:11:36.584+08:00My uncle has passed on to another world now....And my mum and brother is traveling to msia! Means that me and fangfang are on our own now.. and that I gotta depend on myself to wake up freaking early tomorrow!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh~~~TOMORROW IS IT! and I am way lagging behind in terms of memorizing. I overestimated myself and underestimated the amount to study. ahaha At the most I shall smoke~~~ *blow elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-56350266849221685582009-04-21T11:22:00.002+08:002009-04-21T11:29:04.858+08:00This month hasn't really been a good one for my family.My uncle is not well.. critical in fact.. everyone kinda have mixed hopes about him living.. He got an infection through the gall bladder.. which spread to the blood (sepsis), and leading to the failure of his liver.. he's now on dialysis.. (is that how u spell it?). yeah. Life is indeed transient..sigh~And also another thing.And its exams. elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-33786188861046275552009-04-18T17:14:00.013+08:002009-04-18T18:52:47.147+08:00Its the road to exam once again. Counting down.. one week exactly.. SIAN!!This semester wasn't very nice...I probably can confirm one module getting an A.. but the rest..0_0.If the IT1003 I get C i very happy le. Then can S/U it.Sighz.My heart may be yearning for holidays.. but I know when it comes, I will be rather bored..Maybe I shld sign up for some short internship......But I wanna go holidayelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-61316283165175078282009-04-08T00:58:00.002+08:002009-04-08T01:06:59.931+08:00It's been a long day..Memorized like 5-6 pages of stuff for a presentation.. still fumbled and bit and improvised by myself. I feel so traumatized and SO under pressure because this level 4000 module has people that are DAMN competitive and so driven. sigh. To them right, nothing is good under A. This world is indeed so different and scary. And I am plunging right into it in the future..But elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-81284489641434804962009-04-04T00:35:00.009+08:002009-04-04T17:19:27.808+08:00Die lah. Damn afraid... though now the engines are getting warmed up..but still not good enough..So many stuff to do..and gotta grapple with revising as well..and also to think whether I wanna take up a internship or what..sianz.If no internship..then what I do at home? I can't be just doing housework and watching dramas on my laptop..I also wanna go holiday..but I still need to extend my elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-12924276959577594632009-03-26T20:38:00.003+08:002009-03-26T20:48:51.816+08:00Sighx,Why must it always end up like this. Once every two weeks...The pen is always reliant on the cap. When the cap fails, even the ink does too..the pen gets frustrated. The paper does not even gain. The pen writes frantically on the paper.. scratches.. wildly swaying its tip. leaving marks and grooves in the paper. No one ever cares.All the pen thinks of is the cap. Pining, trying to catch theelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-85266409407335551742009-03-23T15:39:00.020+08:002009-03-23T16:04:40.124+08:00. Whee! The weekend with baby was pretty fun=)I wore my new dress.. and was pretty happy with it also..Went to baby's house to study..erm.. well.. i tried. haha!In the end helped him to dye his hair brown!!I was like so excited la!But seriously.. the brown hair made him look so much younger and more stylish (if u do the mohawk).. I CAN't stop staring at u darling!! hahahaWas bored then started elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-75887987848555922992009-03-20T21:47:00.022+08:002009-03-20T22:35:32.606+08:00This is a post of glorifying myself. Hahaha.. What else is a better past time than posting up pictures of myself.It can reveal alot about oneself. For instance, being narcissistic...Telling others how much I just love the triple caramel macchiato at Starbucks..=)YUMS!!She's nice to study with...JIAYOU bABE! Don't give up on yourself because of some stupid man.. seriously, guys aren't that great aelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-8840047862555616472009-03-19T12:33:00.004+08:002009-03-19T13:02:03.417+08:00
Happy Graduation AIDA! You were superb on the stage=)One year later, I'm gonna be like u too!Till then...elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-77243848722562867962009-03-18T22:13:00.002+08:002009-03-18T22:15:35.765+08:00Today, I sent baby to work.I was very touched by something. Today was the first time he said 'i love you' so clearly and so endearingly and with so much meaning and staring into my eyes before he left. *sigh~*Haha so dumb right.grins~ back to work!elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-11069972310713884442009-03-10T15:41:00.003+08:002009-03-10T22:54:54.536+08:00Still not back in shape.With the mountain of stuff hurtling towards me, I better get my engines roaring.RAHHH. It is SO hard to seriously focus and go crazy with studying. Mundane shit.I feel like a drifter... days and nights don't matter anymore. They just sort of meld and mesh into one. I wake up. Soon after, I sleep. Days just pass without any sense of fulfillment, no sense of accomplishment. elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-25373157668466015722009-02-28T23:52:00.002+08:002009-03-01T00:02:08.352+08:00OMG~ hahahahahaI love my baby so much!! He bought me the Panasonic Lumix LX3 for my 21st birthday present (last yr which he owed me) and also cum Valentine's day prezzie!*huGS!!!* hahaha I wanted this camera after seeing the shots Yizhi did with hers.My baby knows that I am not interested in something unless I actually go to the shop and ask how much is it. Or EVEN want to have the mood to shop elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-54937009119067990162009-02-23T23:22:00.039+08:002009-02-24T00:49:05.082+08:00Reading Joelyn's blog.. about her old and recent pictures...Makes me think back about how I looked since like... LAST TIME..It was like a journey down memory lane...picture laden style.When I was a baby..Super Uber cute and heavy...Short bobAnd this is then what you call: SEXYBACK. muahahathe super model genes was just in me can. my skinny me!!!This was in Primary 4/5 i think...THIs.. is elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-48710246696597580282009-02-20T23:28:00.002+08:002009-02-20T23:33:13.017+08:00Feeling so lost this semester. I'm like just drifting.. skipping lectures.. I dun understand a thing for one module and it is not SU-able.Projects not even on its way..Just did a presentation this week which was not up to standard and I'm trying to comfort myself by saying its just 10%.Not participating enough in class..What am I doing seriously.Stress is indeed piling up on me, and its elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-78169945105294842402009-02-15T20:52:00.012+08:002009-02-15T21:10:06.291+08:00These past few days were very happy ones for me=)I spent alot of time laughing, snuggling wuggly, meeting new people and meeting up with an old friend of mine=)Happy Belated Birthday Xingle. Haha u're in China again~After the Career fair on Friday.. went to Huili's hall to sleep.. then went to her hall's production too! The play was a disappointment.. but I guess it was worthwhile still.. coz elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-30344612349932692932009-02-12T10:50:00.018+08:002009-02-12T11:20:48.921+08:00i JUST checked my nus email.. and saw this application for Cross Cultural Internship program in NEW YORK! I really really wanna go.. but sometimes I am always put off by the numerous rounds and steps needed to be taken before even getting there. I really wonder how CHerryn managed to do it. It is an internship application for a public relations and marketing position. Sounds pretty cool.. and mayelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-2531385935540354612009-02-11T11:24:00.029+08:002009-02-11T12:23:23.424+08:00Whee. finally.. today is a free day for me. I hearts Wednesdays!! hahaha I've finally passed 2 presentations this week.. one more next week.. and hmm.. let's see... 3 projects, 1 mid term, 3 assignments, 3 presentations to go. Sigh. depressing but JIAYOU ELAINE!=)Ok for this entry will put lesser comments.. I just like looking at all the pictures.. all the solid memories which I've gone to and elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-90306162213721242702009-02-07T21:47:00.031+08:002009-02-07T22:51:55.343+08:00Whee~Bored.So long never blog le. Guess I'm like suspended between sloth and forcing myself to read my readings.Classes this sem seems quite tough. Maybe I just got stupider or the standard of the pple arnd me got higher. Seriously can't go to any tutorial without reading something. (ok, maybe the IT one can smoke my way through). But its like I gotta participate.. and I find so hard to compete elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-31111396587520488162009-01-30T16:53:00.036+08:002009-01-30T17:38:47.308+08:00HAPPY Chinese New Year to all my bao beis=)=)hohoho~It came and it went. Just like that. Sigh~Ringgit all day long. So what I got angpaos.. its half the amount back here. awwww....Feb is a terrible month for me too. Got my parents' birthdays, XL birthday, Valentine's day.. March is Baby's birthday. Rahhhhhhhhh And my school work is piling up.The amount of workload and projects and assignments elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-66738817105334203312009-01-23T22:19:00.020+08:002009-01-23T23:19:10.278+08:00Traveling to Malaysia in 7 hours time.. BUt gotta wake up at 4am. Damnation.Oh well.. at first I started off the day with the happy jitters.. knowing that I am actually getting out of this small island for a while and take a breather at the other side.Goodbye ole Singapore.~Hell. I hate the pre CNY cleaning and my mum being worried and very jumpish with everything. She getting irritated and elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-75417800188250841012009-01-14T21:43:00.029+08:002009-01-14T22:38:02.197+08:00*yawns*Dunno what to do right now...Its 10pm. got class at 10am tomorrow. I dun feel like embarking on a new Korean drama. I dun feel like reading any new manga. I dun feel like reading the books stacked up on my table. I dun feel like writing notes for my 1st 2 lectures that I have attended so far. I even played the cute game that Cherryn introduced on her blog, till the point that I am tired ofelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-16714607472380920942009-01-13T22:21:00.003+08:002009-01-13T22:25:47.440+08:00Today is a great day=)Met people and have the potential of forming a really good group of people=)But hell.. my heel suddenly swelled and got painful. My mum said it was gout. HOW CAN!!!! impossible. I refuse to believe. How can i possibly get it. TOFU IS like my LIFE!!!Oh well. Better not jump to conclusions now. Perhaps it was the shoe prob.HAHA and I am so bored, I decided to take a celebrity elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-14098001563943533522009-01-11T21:19:00.008+08:002009-01-11T21:54:37.374+08:00One more module to go. Total shit-ness of modules this sem. RAHHH.Oh well. Just gotta do well at it and make the best out of the things you choose in life.ITS BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!Yippeee yay! hahaha I am so bored with bumming around..I really wanna find something meaningful to do.And actually since the start of hols, I have lost close to 5 kgs! haha little ba. but o well. 5 more to go=) elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-65841853048329883512009-01-10T09:24:00.002+08:002009-01-10T09:28:49.753+08:00shikes. gotten the flu bug.Been so long since I've gotten abit ill.. and relive the experience of breathing in the smell of sickness. I dunno, there is this particular smell of sickness, like a hot breath mixed with perhaps mucus? HAHAHA and fever smell.Its back to school of Monday.. and my modules ain't looking that great. This is coz.. CORS and the NUS system SUCK BIG TIME! I can't get what I elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-60621139726414357182009-01-03T23:33:00.015+08:002009-01-03T23:57:36.575+08:00HA! I haven't blogged for the longest time already. Was feeling super sian and had no inspiration to write nor type down anything.Well.. as school is starting, this space then livens up a lil for it becomes an avenue for me to talk anything and curse whatsoever at my whim and fancy. And of course post pictures about my everyday life. A long overdue of Merry Christmas and a Happy New year!!! =)=)elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-13241062454047511402008-12-19T23:33:00.021+08:002008-12-20T00:13:08.796+08:00yAYAYAY!Sandy, my grandma and a shitty cousin brat will be coming tomorrow=) Can't wait for added color and a lil excitement to brighten up my days this Christmas~Although it will be nice to spend it with Jason, but don't think I should so called 'abandon' my parents also..They dun really have frens here.. no relatives here..in some way my family is very closed up and sheltered..and in some way elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-25156406253107706142008-12-17T12:39:00.042+08:002008-12-17T13:27:19.203+08:00I'm over the internship. Guess its just back to school.Hell.Anyway.. been keeping myself occupied with anime and making my own CHRISTMAS TREE!!!WHEEE~~~~hahahaha and Nope. It's not gonna be a conventional one where its all pretty and triangular shape and whatever. For example, Its not going to be like..NOR..hmm.. actually the latter looks great.. but with my creative skills.. eh.. dun think it elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-80542420781613966062008-12-14T20:39:00.002+08:002008-12-14T20:42:31.923+08:00Great.FUCKING GREAT.The company I am supposed to be interning for, suddenly backed out.Hell. What other blows do you want me to take. Freaking please give it all at one shot.My ego, my hopes, my way of escape has shattered.This 23rd December will be a determining point for me.And I gotta admit, I'm not welcoming it with open arms.elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-21687409856892356172008-12-08T15:41:00.029+08:002008-12-08T16:47:40.684+08:00During the 1st week of my hols.. went places.. and 'trained' for the 10km Standard Chartered Marathon...3 times.HHAHA really like doomed for it rite.. as compared to Cherryn who didn't EVEN start running.. I was a bit more prepared.. but still..Anyway.. Went shopping with Fangfang to Far East on Monday and we bought stuff! hee.. (mostly me).. hence explaining my broke status.. A brown bag, a pairelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-45035977606402414402008-12-08T10:50:00.018+08:002008-12-08T11:22:17.230+08:00This was one of the restaurants which I went to with my parents last weekend..Oomphatico's @ Tanglin MallIt was a really nice place.. great ambience that exuded wealth and they had very quintessential pieces displayed all around. A bit Victorian style~Pretty rite!Even their mirrors were tinted with interesting swirls that managed to add character to the whole place..Happy Elaine!Cute plates with elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-53355167041643102262008-12-06T20:33:00.002+08:002008-12-06T20:42:36.836+08:00sigh. Great. the bomb totally dropped.My mum after SOO long finally understood what situation my study is in now. Now she is raving mad.I sometimes dun really understand her. ALl she thinks about and is concerned with is.. U GOT HONOURS OR NOT. SO.. CAN YOU GET HONOURS? thats it. The process, the thoughts that goes into it or the environment means peanuts to her.her mindset is, If others CAN, whyelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-12489796405623517522008-11-27T19:05:00.012+08:002008-11-27T19:38:33.931+08:00and superbly sian. I looked at this the other day to study..hahah! missed him so much. haven met for one week...I keep getting distracted when I am at home..Taking picture of my unkempt hair can also help me take off inches of boredom..The only thing that made me very happy was visiting a 2nd hand bookstore and got myself 3 more to add on to my J.D Robb Collection!!!!SHOOO prettyy rite..=)=)elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-76630256474109861232008-11-24T20:32:00.002+08:002008-11-24T20:39:46.721+08:00TOday... is a terrible day..I studied so hard for this module..yet I defeated myself through poor time management. I missed out several parts of the theory.. though I could recite it naturally...I prayed.. I hoped..I find myself so different from the rest, really wishing for an A.. to ace something.. while they have all the luxury to just wish for a pass.. get a Bachelor's and go. I on the other elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-82645157469481051762008-11-21T17:27:00.021+08:002008-11-21T22:02:19.316+08:00YAY! I finished another module today..Handed up the blardy brochure and the website. Cried over this stupid stressful thing..It's FINISHED! Done for.I was so worried for this.. i am quite proud of this also.. When I was doing these 2 up.. I really felt like I'm being pulled back to my secondary school days.. when I had to struggle with A maths. Really fucking make no sense and I feel so damn elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-78418862460914565732008-11-20T22:25:00.003+08:002008-11-20T22:55:00.619+08:00Happy birthday to me=)Belated.Days just pass so fast nowadays..I am feeling damn sian with all these dry text.. Jason ask me to pour water on it. Oh well. maybe I will try burning them after the exams.. Dry= all the better to burn rite.21st birthday. I think it is all just a hyped up thing. An opportunity grabbed by capitalists.. trying to make a living out of all the parties.Words are elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-35771953956748159892008-11-11T21:45:00.008+08:002008-11-11T22:53:43.161+08:00BOOHOOsigh. been feeling down..insecure.. pretty irritated.. especially towards baby..Maybe its just PMS. It really sucks big time.Yesterday went to Cherryn's module art installation.. Think it was really worth going..Its so easy to get lost in your own artistic thoughts.. you can really feel the thought processes that went through those pieces..before they were made, before her classmates and elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-20053865059421608322008-11-07T23:03:00.027+08:002008-11-07T23:49:27.106+08:00Feel quite shitty now. Sigh. maybe its pms or something. Whatever it is it has been affecting me the past few days. Self worth, beauty, anything quantifiable as a measurement to oneself has pummeled to an all time low for me. But feeling damn useless doesn't mean can afford to stop and mule and whine over it rite. No friends, no support, all you gotta do is to rely on yourself. The whole world elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-80241660466316306042008-11-06T18:03:00.004+08:002008-11-06T18:25:35.792+08:00Feeling quite down now..sometimes I just feel that life is not going my way..Is it me? what on earth is wrong.The semester is coming to a close, and I have met 2 shitty people for projects. Why on earth are there such people. I really just can't get it.#1 CRIMINALThis particular woman is an exchange student from Poland. Superbly lazy.She does not even bother to get a handphone, (while u are elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-31162251938160121372008-11-02T00:57:00.003+08:002008-11-02T01:01:51.096+08:00THE CONCERT WAS FANTABULOUS!!!!OMG. I fell in love with wang li hong all over again. I really felt like crying at the concert.The only thing that I really felt shitty about was that he didn't come to my area!! DAMMIT. all those in frnt and the left side got a chance to see him up close, probably smell his sweat and touch his hand!!!!!!!!A RGGGGGHHHHH. I was damn pissed and sad. sobx*Took lots of elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-87941665075614279952008-10-31T21:28:00.011+08:002008-10-31T22:11:30.130+08:00This may be a funny entry to some of u pple.. but to me, I am DEAD SERIOUS.I am so delighted with my work of art.OK first things first :I AM GOING TO SEE MY DARLING LEE HOMTOMORROW!!!!!Awwwwww!!!!!!!!! He is freaking cute lah. I can't stand it anymore. Somebody catch me. *faints away*I am JUST sooooooo excited! muahahah scarely the concertdoesn't live up to my expectations and he probably look elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-34525602043013357062008-10-28T11:08:00.008+08:002008-10-28T11:17:08.975+08:00Its crunch time.And i'm not feeling well.Sigh~ what absolutely excellent timing.Just some random pictures..seriously think my features are weird...Saw this at Wheelock's Sakae Sushi.. haha damn cute=)Over the weekend, I also went to my old house's opening of showflats.. Now it's called the Beverly.Sigh~ another grieving news.. to see my old house go.. The new design is meant for the rich and elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-65611032875540142722008-10-24T22:43:00.003+08:002008-10-24T22:50:33.639+08:00i am dead tired.I so want an A.Where is it.So damn fucking elusive.ARgh. why can't other people share such strive with me?WHy must I do everything on my own?Eyelids drooping..i feel like puking right now. Nauseous.Is it because I'm too tired? 8-8 non stop work.Seriously its time to sleep. But I can't.Conscience.Nagging lazy will.Where am I?I wanna get out more. I wanna join a sport. I wanna learnelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-84514681838882706442008-10-19T15:06:00.054+08:002008-10-19T22:43:41.773+08:00I suddenly feel like updating my blog with numerous pictures. SO get ready! hoHO~Me n baby!I've been able to meet up with him more often these days.. coz he only has classes for 3/4 days a week and the rest he can be mine! haha yeah rite. he gotta manage BCube as well as plan for his end yr party. So fun!=) I wanna go.. heee.Sometimes just wonder what he sees in me. Dunnno. unfathomable mindsHAHAelainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-2526163680295261242008-10-17T21:10:00.002+08:002008-10-17T21:19:53.572+08:00Death is indeed a scary thing.Its elusive yet imminent.Swift, sudden. Loss, gain.You can have everything today, lose it all tomorrow.Today is a day mired with death.My friend got into an accident. Thank goodness he was ok.Another friend of mine has a sister who passed away. I couldn't go to the wake coz of my project meetings and my 'bloody' godmother is here.And I almost got into an accident. elainenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3885789.post-70649861247166344212008-10-17T13:58:00.002+08:002008-10-17T14:03:44.101+08:00sian. Lotssssss of stuff to do.... the next 2 weeks will be hell for me. 2 MEGA projects and 3 presentation all happening concurrently. Plus a brochure and a website stuffed in between. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.Worse still, I don't think I am doing very well. Got back my sociology essay today. Expected either a B or Bplus. But got a minus instead. Damnation i tell u. Coz of the bell curve. But I can't elainenoreply@blogger.com0